National Rum Day

    Another sleepless night, even taking a pill.  Very frustrating.  And a helpless feeling.  Oh well.  Only my problem.  No one else is involved.

    I managed to sleep a little later than planned but I always allow too much time to get ready.  Just makes me stressed to rush.

    Worked at the Old Mill Museum today.  My friend & boss said last night she wanted to celebrate my being well & at work with treats from the White Peacock.  She is sooo sweet.  It was very nice to be missed.  I ordered a frozen hot chocolate.  I had no idea how awesome those are!!  My  new favorite.  And we miss going out to lunch. Heat dome or not, lunch next monday!  I need that!!

    I have officially finished all the school photos.  I have now started on photos of people we know who they are.  No one I knew today.  I love old photos.  The old clothes are awesome.  Wedding photos are the best.  One young gentleman had the oddest huge curl on his forehead.  How did he do that??

    JR & I had supper at Jalisco's.  It was slow enough that MA & I had time to chat a lot.  He is fun to talk with & interesting.  One reason I like to eat monday morning alone there.  It is slow & we have time to chat.  Not about anything special.  He did say his mom is headed back here this weekend.  I really like her!  Very cool lady.

    Today is such a sad day.  At least for me.  Elvis Presley passed away 46 years ago.  What a loss.  I was lucky to see him once in Wichita KS.  My dream was to see him perform in Las Vegas.  That never happened, sad to say.

    MM made it home today.  Had a photo of him with his youngest son.  What a huge smile his son had!!  Missed Papa!

    My new friend LA has moved away, earlier than planned.  Not a word from her or anything.  I swear anyone I love moves away, dies, or decides they do not like me anymore.  No more trying to find friends.  Tired of loss.  There surely is something wrong with me so that no one likes me.  I have prayed without any answers.  I no longer pray or go to church.  I talk to my spirits & angels, etc.  I can feel their presence.  Wish one would just let me know where I have failed.  Maybe the total me is a failure.

    Missing a friend I am worried about but there is no time for me.  As usual.  I am done caring.  I guess I deserve to be ignored & left out.  I remember when I used to be invited & included in events.  Those days are gone.  I just do not care.  Nor does anyone else.

    Photos are from today.  The pink flowers are from the Mill.