Sheltering in Place, Mood Of Silence, Day 268....

 Had some things to do today. Nice to get out and even talk to a couple of people. Almost unheard of for me.

Had therapy. Missed the last two weeks. She was worried about me. Last week was the anniversary of Willie's death. I cried most of the night so got no sleep and had a bad headache. Not a good time for me. So today was a welcome break. Good to have someone to talk to.

I went into the Hemslöjd for a sympathy card for my uncle's family. They plan a graveside service this weekend. Not sure I can go. I do not want to be close to anyone  I do not normally see. Their kids are from all over and who knows if they use masks or not. At least one  I have doubts about. And I cannot stand for a long time. My back is no good . Might have get a chiropractor. See if he can help. My hips are really good but not my back. TMI. Sorry.

Ended my time out with ice cream in my car from the White Peacock. Need to go there more often. It was wonderful --- pumpkin.

Photos are some old, some not mine, and some from today.

Sheltering in Place, Mood Of Silence, Day 219......

  Had a great busy day. Slept well. For a change. Hope this lasts.

Saw my therapist this afternoon. And she had a surprise! A sweet puppy named Ky. We bonded!! He is adorable. And made the appointment better. Especially since we talked about forgiveness and moving on. No fun talking about how badly 2 people hurt me and almost destroyed me and apparently do not care. I cannot understand what they did. Forgive, maybe. Forget, never. Have them back in my life, doubtful.

Before therapy I managed to go to Dollar General and Auburn. I hobbled and limped but made it.

After therapy I took myself to the White Peacock for ice cream and a mulled apple cider. The best!! Nice to sit in peace and relax. I saw one friend there. Nice to see her. We both went to my Swedish group.

Hard for me to return to Swedish group. I do not feel like I belong. Actually I never did. And if I do not sleep hard to go when exhausted. I want to return and maybe in time.

The weather is changing and so is my RA. Not in a good way. Hard to adjust. Cold weather makes RA worse. I am so close to using a walker. Scares me. I cannot wait to see my specialist. Hope she has some ideas how to change things. But no more on this. No one wants to hear me whine. Nothing anyone can do and do not want to be judged.

I had my 3 deer in my yard eating tonight. Too dark for photos. But there were not in the pasture, they were IN - MY - YARD!! So cool!!

Photos are from today. Except the one from Felipes and the margarita. A lingonberry one. Mmm.