Seasonal Affective Disorder
I have had this for many years. And people close to me are clueless. And I have been made fun of about how I feel or act. It is not funny to me. It is very frustrating. People tend to think this only applies to people who cannot tolerate winter. They are so wrong. Most people I know won't read or care how I feel. I shared on my FB too. I am sure it is a wasted effort.
Today's Name Day: David, Salomon
I never got my blog wrote yesterday. I hurt too bad & was too depressed. I think I thought about it but that was as far as I got.
I never got any trash carried out either. Too depressed. Just did not care. I only had two trash bags to carry out. No biggie. One bin had blown over. They did stand it up but did not close the lid. That would have been asking too much. People just don't care any more.
Saw my eye doctor today. Just for a test. A boring test. And I had glasses with new lenses to pick up. None my new lenses fit right. Hard to see correctly. I might have to have them all redone. The one girl who helped me was awful. Then I had a bill for today's glasses. But the girl told me I owed nothing. I was thrilled. I got a few blocks away & they called & said I did owe. Why it was not showing on the computer is beyond me. Will call them tomorrow & pay over the phone.
On they way home I saw 104F in my car. Awful. And tonight my AC is not quite keeping up. Damn. Living room is not too bad but by my bedroom is not good. Hope it catches up by bedtime. Last night it stayed in the 80s outside. Far too warm for sleep.
Tried to watch a country music show on the TV but just cannot stand it. Turned it off. Just not my kind of music. Years ago it was but no more.
Managed a short nap & Cinder laid on my chest. Always nice.
I had a strange occurance this afternoon. I got in the car to go to the eye doctor. A mother deer came running out of my pasture followed by a small baby deer. They had been at our pond for a drink. Left my yard & was on the way to the highway I take to Salina. Ahead of me I see another mother deer followed by a tiny baby deer running across the road.. Odd. Certainly not the same pair. Too far apart. Kind of cool.
When I got home I had to help a good friend. Easy favor to do for him, Always like to help. And nice to see him & get a hug.
Pictures tonight are cozy ones of autumn & winter. Make me feel better. Every day it is getting closer.
