8/2026 - Saturday the 15th - MY JOURNEY

 

Today's Name Day:  Stella, Estella

I have a good friend in Fairbury NE named Stella.  Don't get to see her very often anymore.  I don't get included in the same things she does now,

    Today was not a good day for me.  Hard to sleep, lots of pain, blurry vision, my first real RA flare.  Home & rested all day.  MM checked on me & had one text conversation.

    We have the strangest weather.  All the weather warnings warned us having temps that feel like 100+.  My high got to. around 88.  My house was chilly.  Not much sun.  Hazy from smoke.  And they said a temp drop tonight.

    I never did my spanish last night,  Cost me a fee to get back in where I was & then I had to pass one test.  All is well today.  I could not see well enough to do it last night.

    No more to say.  It would just be whining.  No one cares about that.

Hope she had a lovely day!

Baby Kisse.  Sweet baby.

Love this one!!

Oldest great grandson blowing me a kiss.  Last year or the year before.  Makes me feel good.

                                                                         

                

05/2025 Tisdag the 20th - Wandering & Capturing Moments

 

MI took the bridge from a photo & added it to another photos with a rainbow.  Fun to play!

Today's Name Day:  Carola, Karolina

Carola is the name of a Swedish singer I love.  Awesome voice & songs.  She sings a couple I want played at my funeral.  Guess I better tell someone.  Plus I worked with a Caroline at the Mill.  Has since moved away.  Miss her.

    Had a great day!!  Finally out of the house.  Met grandson CF for a goodbye lunch before he moves out of state.  I have been in a major depression for 2 days.  Will only get worse when he actually leaves.  I feel today is the last time I will ever see him.  He won't be back & I cannot travel alone.  Sad day for me.

    My depression just gets worse.  I see people having things I miss.  Family get togethers,  friends who want to include me for eating/movies/etc.,  support from family/friends who can help or assist me if needed without me asking/begging.  Not there for me.  CF planned to help me with things but now he is leaving.  He should do what he needs to for his happiness.  I am ok with that.  I am not ok that I am always left alone with nothing.  And I know, no one cares.  So I will shut up.

    I got a photo of a cool mother & baby cow.  Cool color.

    I was chilly all day.  At home, eating, napping.  My blankets sure felt good.  We had a bit of rain last night.  And lightly rained until 3 or 4am.  More rain coming on friday.

    Working tomorrow.  It is about time!!! Excited to see everyone!!  Been far too long away!!!

    Today was a special day.  Junior graduated from Kindergarten.  Cool.  Growing too fast!!!

    I guess CF's truck & camper will leave this week.  I have threatened to take legal action if it does not.  I am not related to them & if they would get damaged in a storm or something, I do not want to pay insurance to them.  Be nice not to have to look at them.

    Next weekend is Memorial Day.  Have graves to decorate.  And not much time.  Rain forecast & working.  Saturday it is.  Hope I ordered enough.  I always order.  Feels like I always do everything.  And if I have to decorate alone, so be it.  I usually do not have to that but life is not being nice to me lately.

    Photos are a mix.

Photos I played with.

Willie moving equipment.  Miss those times.  Now I  am needed for nothing.

Neighbour's barn.  My favorite.

Nice memories.  Miss them.

I. Need!!!!!!

05/2025 Torsdag the 15th - Wandering & Capturing Moments

 

Today's Name Day:  Sofia, Sonja

I have known several of both these names.

    I was so hopeful after last night.  Blood sugar stayed normal.  But this afternoon it is far too low.  Eating does not help.  It just sits at a low reading.  And I am tired of eating.  Wrote to my doc.  I give up.  Will cancel tomorrow.  And saturday.  Losing hope.  😖

    Not as hot today.  It is in the mid 80s.   At least the humidity is around 20%.  I sat outside this morning.  Nice breeze.  No cattle or llamas anywhere near.  Took one photo outside but nothing special.

    Minimum texting.  I am sure people are tired of my pathetic life.

    Almost suppertime.  Nothing sounds good.  I have some frozen Mexican food.  Easy to fix.

    Photos are drawings & 2 autumn/winter photos.