Mom had a good friend for years named Sylvia. And her daughter was a couple of years older than me. This is also the Swedish queen's Name Day. (got mixed up. yesterday's names)
Today is miserable heat. Now is 1pm & it is 106.8F. And feels awful outside. Just fed Daisy. Sat out for a while. I feel guilty leaving her outside. Wish I trusted Cinder & Kisse. Not sure I do. She can go under the house to cool off. Super cold this winter I may change my mind.
Sent out 3 messages a couple of nights ago. Two never answered, Why am I being ignored??? Has to be something wrong with me.
I am in a better mood. No tears yet but no promises. Waiting on someone for them to interact with me. I bet I never hear today. Nap then out to eat. No idea where. Poor day to eat out. Everything is closed. Awful. Not sure I can go to Pizza Hut after they hurt some one I care about. His stress is worse than mine. Wish I could help.
I have decided that I just cannot drive to an out town doctor when it is 106+F outside. Wish I had someone I could ask for help, Nice dream. Everyone has lives other than with me. I only have me. No support group. Almost everyone I know has a friend or two. Why not me???
Done for today.
Miss them
