Tuesday, October 6, 2026

10/2026 - Tuesday the 6th - MY JOURNEY

 



Spooks from Jalisco's.  Hand made.


Today's Name Day:  Jenny , Jennifer
I have known several Jennys.  A friend had a daughter with that name.  Friends in school.  Cool name.  jennifer is my third temporary daughter-in-law.  One who played a hand in trying to steal my farm land & then part of the group who have threatened with me with physical harm.  Hope I never see them again.  But I sure miss my grandkids they have forbidden us to have any friendship.  Mean mean people.  And scary.


    Today I was really nervous.  I knew a repair guy was coming but he never knocked or anything.  No problem.  He was scared to park anywhere since I am way past needing my yard mowed.  May have to hire someone in LBK.  He was here before 2pm.  So we had a nice chat.  Cinder had been close but she disappeared to the east end of my house.  Daisy stayed where ever I was,  On me or near me.  No clue where Kisse was.  Saw her no where.
    The repair guy worked for a long time.  Cleaning things in my furnace unit.  I could hear when he turned it on with the horrible banging & grinding.    When he was done he told me what it was.  It was a MOUSE.  That had been my first thought.  He removed it & through it outside.  I told him I had been told years ago I needed a new furnace.  He assured me I do not.  It looks great & just needed some cleaning.  Good to know!!  No new unit!!!
    I am excited.  I have not seen Dancing With The Stars in weeks.  Every week some stupid sports event.  Hope it is over for good.  Live tonight,  The music is Mariah Carey all night.  I do  not like her but I will survive.
    My stress is much lower.  Back to work tomorrow.  I am anxious to see LL.  Lots to discuss.
    My lamp by my bedside quit working a day ago,  Suddenly.  I ordered one that is battery operated.  Charge it plugged in & has 3 light levels.  Supposed to be here tonight
    I was insulted the other day.  Some one  who thinks they are better than me.  She bragged that sleeping during the cold nights was no problem. And I should not have hard any problem.  Then it dawned on her she lives in a large home that is much better than my modest mobile home.  Well duh.  And we were with others when she insulted me.  Quit looking at me from the tip of your nose.  I know I am no match for those who live in real houses.  I am aware.  P*ta. I won't talk to her again unless forced to.  Really hurt.  And no one stood up for me.  A quien le importa.
    Focusing autumn & scary photos.  Will save Christmas for later.
    With the doors being open so much there are little bugs flying around.  Driving me crazy.  My electric bug killers are failing!!!  😱
    Need to check my mail.  I did spanish this afternoon sitting on my bed.









Driveway photo again


Love our leaves









That is a good sunset.  Not current.




My buddy today.  Her eye looks better

Outside Cinder

Outside Cinder

Mom at Halloween while in Bethany Home,  I always bought her a costume of some kind.

This is my Bangladesh son a few years back,  Handsome.. Goes by MD.

This is my Bangladesh son a few years back,  Handsome.. Goes by MD














                                                                       







                       
    




Monday, October 5, 2026

10/2026 - Monday the 5th - MY JOURNEY

 

This car & skeleton were in the Pizza Hut parking lot after lunch a couple of years ago.  Very cool.


Today's Name Day:  Bror
I do not know anyone named Bror but a friend has the last name of Brorson.  Cool name.

    Today was a so-so day.  I did not sleep well so I cancelled lunch with RG.  I will meet with him this week,  Just too distressed & depressed.  I talked to one person today said that there is no problem with sleeping with the cold nights,  Then it dawned on her she lives in a big fancy house & I live in a modest mobile home.  Big difference.  I pointed out I froze last night.  Must be nice to have a fancy house.  We could have but it never happened.  A lost life..........😓
    I had left a message with my repairmen that I had to cancell for today.  They said no problem. Then he  rescheduled for tuesday, same time.  I am terrified what they will find.  I actually have had a few friends call to see what I know.  I am surprised.
    I had to be gone all afternoon,  Cannot talk about it.  Or share with anyone.  Learned a lot.  Not all good.
    Supper was at Jalisco's.  Did not stay to chat.  Got home before dark.  Still have some minor stuff to get ready for tomorrow afternoon.  Cats were in the bedroom this afternoon,  Hope it is that easy tomorrow.
    Last night the weather got really cold. I saw 43F.  This afternoon it was 78F.  House was hot when I got home.  Still warm inside.  Ceiling fan is a blessing.
    My blood sugar is a total mess.  I took less insulin last night.  Every few minutes my sugar would be 69.  I ate 2 gel packs of sugar.  I had pretzels twice.  I had small cinnamon rolls 2-3 times.  I really cut my insulin back today.  So far so good.  Staying a bit high.  Evening dose is tiny but I still cut it back.  Probably will email by PA in Hutch but too stressed now.  I had all the cat food swept up yesterday but they spilled again last night.  Fighting???  Swept again.  :Left it in the house.  Open the door tomorrow and sweep outside.  I have my clothes prepared.  I am staying in our bedroom.  I can make sure no cat escapes.  And I am right there if the guys have questions.  I get panicky just thinking about it.  
    My watch was all screwed up.  So today I have been downloading new stuff on it.  Finally looks normal again.  Whew.  I got a new watch band.  Do not like it.  Put an old one back on.
    Daisy's eye looks better.  A little teary but not as bad.  And she acts normal.  I am still worried a little.  She is really loving.  So is Cinder.  Kisse has her moments,  Usually snuggling in bed.







Willie & the day we got Jo.  On my birthday.


Mom & my martini


Very cool










Old Mill.  Couple of years ago.






Baby Kisse.  So tiny.

Nico, Cinder, Kisse, Nico & his baby

Daisy & her sore eye.  Better today.




















                                                                       








          


10/2026 - Tuesday the 6th - MY JOURNEY

  Spooks from Jalisco's.  Hand made. Today's Name Day:   Jenny , Jennifer I have known several Jennys.  A friend had a daughter wit...