09 november, 2022 Wandering & Capturing Moments

    What a day.  Not good again.  Cinder has not been here for 2 days.  I assume she is dead.  I am devastated.  Why?  I loved her.  She loved us here.  Why must that be taken away from me.  And her.

    Nico is sick today.  I wonder if it has to do with his looking for Cinder.  He retched all over the sofa.  Thankfully it was all on the blanket.  Moved my nap back to bed.  He has eaten very little.  Poor baby.  He is all snuggled up to me now.  But every so often he looks at me with sad eyes.

    Got word that my former sister-in-law died yesterday.  She had been sick for a long time.  Glad she is at peace.  I used to see her once in a while but been a long long time.

    JR & I ate at Jalisco's.  They were pretty busy but not overwhelmed.  Nice to be there.

    Wish someone could make me feel better.  I want my kitty back.  I always want what I cannot have.  Always.

    A mix of photos.  I took most.  The collage was from a really fun night with a friend who was a bartender.  Good drinks!  I rarely see him anymore.  Like too many others.

                    

27 july, 2022 Wandering

    Well today did not go at all like I planned.  My alarm went off & then Nico threw up several times & again closer to lunch.  I cancelled work.  Darn, I miss being there.  But the thought of coming home & finding spots of puke & then cleaning them up was not good.  Or worse yet stepping in some hidden on a rug with a busy pattern.

    Nico took an extra long nap.  And did not beg for lunch.  After his nap we went outside.  He laid in the sun a bit but was not interested in staying out.  But at supper time, then he was ready to eat.  And even begged for dog food.  He is still a little slower than usual.  What made him sick?  Or what did he find to taste?  Oh well.  Glad he is ok now.

    My car is still not fixed.  Hope my part comes pretty soon.  Fuel is getting so cheap!!!

    My anniversary finally got to me again last night.  I cried a bit.  Life is just not like it should be.  And life is never fair, especially for me.  But maybe I get what I deserve.  I do talk to Willie.  I think he is around.  My nephew is sure of it.  He loved the farm so much he would have to observe.  I read that if you dream of someone who has passed & they are just in your dream.  You don't interact with them or speak to them, they are just there.  That means you are thinking of them.  But if you dream & they are in your dream & your two are talking, doing things together, etc. then he is there.  I dreamed of him last night.  We were in Vegas again!

    The local hospital had a video on FB.  Covid is on the rise.  Hospital had 9 to 12 cases known by testing.  The pharmacy a few less than that.  The hospital has one inpatient.  I had a friend who was in the hospital but I think he is home now.  Salina has 2 inpatients.  And of course, people who test at home do not report that & there are many who never test.  My mask is coming out.  But too many people who won't mask or keep a distance from others.

    I got word today a sweet pastor friend in California has passed away.  I will miss him.  We used to email often while he was able.  And he used to come here & always visited my Swedish group.  His wife passed away within the last year.  I did not know her.  I do not think she came to my group.  She had family here she was with.

    Photos today are of a day when my yard was full of deer.  I was on my porch but I could not move or they would have ran.  Not good photos but good memories for me.

                     

  

Wandering Through Life, 4 september 2021

    I got up sort of early to bring Nico home from the vet hospital.  He was sooo excited!!  I really missed him.  We have snuggled ever since he is home.

    That was all the excitement I had.  Not one message or phone call from anyone while home alone.  Except from my brother.  Good.  It was his birthday yesterday.  We really do not celebrate our special days.  I have a gift ordered but not here yet.  Soon though.

    Nico came home sick.  Has diarrhea.  So much fun.  He had several different shots, etc. while I was gone.  I need to block the hallway so he does not go to our room to poo.  He pooed once in the kitchen  and twice outside.  He kind of acts like he does not feel well.  He wanted some of my supper.  Not a bite.  

    It rained most of the night. I had a grand total of 2.90 inches. Wow!!  My nephew made our pond deeper and I thought it would not overflow anymore.  I was wrong.  There was or had been water over my drive.  A small stream when I went to get Nico.

    Found a huge wasp nest over my front door.  Wrote my nephew to please come spray it.  I have to get a new can of spray first.  I am too scared to try.

    More summery photos. And a couple I edited.