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Friday, July 24, 2026

07/2026 - Friday the 24th - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day;  Kristina , Kerstin
I had cousins with these names.  Love them both.  especially how Kerstin is pronounced.


    Today was a so-so day.  Or in Spanish más o menos.  Slept ok.  Stress is over whelming.  As is depression.
    Had on odd morning.  My phone rang at 9am.  The hospital.  But  I was not with my phone.  No message left so I called them back,  I finally talked to a nurse & she knew what it could be & who.  There is a test Dr. Baxa wanted on bone density or something like that.  The nurse got me to who did that test.  I told her my name & being a patient of Dr. Baxa.  She heard my name & hung up.  I called back to leave her my phone number.  Now for the rest of the day everytime I got a text I checked.  Not helping my stress.  Someone could have explained why no one wanted to talk to me.  Either the schedule it or they don't.  Will call next week again.
    Warmer today.  In the 90s.  Had a brief shower early morning.  Now there is no chance for rain for a week & a half.  But really humid here today.  And a few days of extremely hot.  
    I planned to eat supper out but woke up from my nap sick to my stomach.  Probably what I ate for lunch.
    Had an email from JL & a photo or two from MM.  And saw a good friend is flying to Denver.  I can only dream.  Wish there was a local uber driver who could take me to Wichita.. HA.
    I rarely  watch CH 12 but mostly CH 10.  I really like their weather man.  But today is his last day.  Moving back to Austin, Texas.  I will miss him.  Wish him luck.  Going to be in charge of a station there & their entire weather department.
    That my day.  Nothing fun.  No caring.  Sigh.


























Me as a baby.  When I was happy.

4 generation photo. If only my grandma Mimi had lived.  Would have made a difference to have someone support me.

I think it was either a photo taken at Easter or my 6th grade graduation.  I remember that the dress was green checks with lace.  I do not look happy.  Childhood was difficult for me.  All family locally had nothing to do iwth me.  I could not please my parents.  Will stop there.

Me & Daisy

















                                                                         













               




Thursday, July 16, 2026

7/2026 - Thursday the 16th- MY JOURNEY

 



Today's Name Day:  Reine , Reinhold

    Today was a good day, but yesterday was not a good day.  Just plain worn out from stress & seeing my eye doctor.  I brought supper home but it made me sick.  I did not work. on wednesday..
    My eye doctor was scared I had a very bad eye illness.  But luckily I do not.  My symptoms are very blurry vision when trying to read, mostly at night.  And at night in bed when I turn all the lights off I have areas of where I can on see black odd shapes.  It can block out my doorway to the hall.  Or areas on the wall, ceiling, windows, etc.  And my doctor knows what causes all my symptoms.  It is stress.  And how do I avoid stress?  I cannot avoid it or fix it.  It is in my life at all times.  I am unable to avoid or change it.  So instead of work, I rested.  It is not job causing it.  Love my jobs.
    Did make it out to eat.  And I was quite surprised that one of the waitstaff surprised me with a nice hug & some nice words.  Maybe he sensed I was feeling bad about life.  He had no idea I needed his nice gestures.  It is rare if anyone asks how I am.  Or checks on me.  Even if I have been sick I still get ignored.
      I knew that a large box of cat food, etc waiting for me at home.  Plus a second smaller box.  But I have no support group that helps me when I might desperately need help.  And no one ever botherers to offer any help.  I managed but it made my pain much worse.  I sat & cried for a while.  Such is my life.  I know who would help if they were not at work & I know who would never help me for any reason.  I beg no one.
    Today was lunch with my usual thursday group.  We met at the Crown & Rye.  I had Swedish meat balls on mashed potatoes.  Excellent.  
    After lunch I had groceries to pick up.  Two bags that were not too heavy. Cinder & I are set for a week or so.  Nice to get what I really want.  Helps to use their app & check on what I want compared to what they offer.
    Hot today.  Saw 95F.  By sunday or monday out weather will feel like 105F.  I hate summer.
    Tomorrow is a work day.  No lunch planned.  Maybe will next week.
    TV showed the awful rains & flooding in Texas.  I have a friend who lives near that area.  I hope she stays safe.  Scary.

Cross on my house.















Took these photos


How I wish!!!!















                                                                            










                           

07/2026 - Tuesday the 28th - MY JOURNEY

Today's Name Day:   Botvid , Seved        Today was same as yesterday.  Home alone & little communication with anyone.  Be good to ...