Showing posts with label bad.emotionally.physically. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bad.emotionally.physically. Show all posts

Monday, May 18, 2026

5/2026 - Monday the 18th - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Amir , Erik
I had a cousin in Sweden named Erik.  I got to meet him.  Spent lots of time with him.  And family,  Awesome guy.  Had a couple of men in town named Erik.  Had a couple in school with me.


    Today was not a good day.  Little sleep last night thanks to storms & rain.  Still in pain.  Had an appointment but cancelled it until thursday.
    Today was a bad weather day.  We were in a severe storm warnings & tornados.  I was almost in a panic.  I slowly walked to my shelter to make sure there was nothing in there that should not be.  I barely made it there.  Even with my cane it was scary.  In an emergency I would never make it.  I would end up laying in the weeds.  Decided the cats would have to stay in the house.  But maybe I could grab my kitten.  I cried & was in terror.  No one cares.
    Our weather turned out better than I could have dreamt.  No high winds.  No hail.  No tornadoes.  Had some wind & rain.  Lucky.  I should sleep good tonight.
    My kitten lets me pick her up all I want & she purrs & does not struggle to get away from. me.  I saw a different cat on the porch eating.  Probably the dark grey one I have seen before.  He ran to fast so I never saw him good.
    Pretty much ignored by most.  Extra short short text from MM after I wrote to him,  Always hear from JL.  Love her lettlers.  KN was here to check my tornado shelter.  Need my yard mowed but he is too busy.  I could walk better with no tall weeds.
    Stupid mail person put a pile of mail on my trash bin.  None of it was heavy.  It all blew to the ground  I had to walk around my trash bins to get it all.  There was other safer places but he probably drove up & never got out of his car.  Tossed it all on my trash out his window.
    Many of the photos tonight are old & taken by me.  Probably boring.










Awesome car seen in Lindsborg one day.  From Salina & worth a large fortune.









Cat kids.

Young Nico.





Young Nico.

Me with baby Nico.  Still love & miss him.


Window in the Red Barn,



Baby Nico cuddling,


Best time of year.



















                                                                       











             





Sunday, March 29, 2026

3/2026 - Söndag den 29:e - MY JOURNEY

 



Happy Easter in Swedish.  Sweden does witches for Easter.  The kids dress up as witches.  And get candy.



Today's Name Day:  Jens,  Jonas
I have known a Jens & a couple of Jonases.

    My day was ok but the weekend was a challenge.  Rough on me emotionally & physically.  And I got no support in any way.  Just me & the cats here alone    
    With the high winds I had a group of boxes that kept blowing around.  Both trash bins have been tipped over.  Someone --- KN?? --- put the group of boxes in one bin & left it laying on its side.  Would not have stayed if set it upright.  I have another pile of boxes. I could do the same with them.  See how much pain I am in.  There are no offers to help me if I need it
    I slept so-so.  Needed a bit more sleep but it went ok. I brought my iPad to work at the SVAFC. I googled how to do something but then I realised my keyboard needs to be charged.  Duh.  Charging now.  See if  that helps.  Might take a while.
    Had a few people come in.  Last day of this show.  I told MH I could probably work for him on friday.  Then I can see the next show.  I am baffled what it will be.  I am curious.
    The 10th of April is the yearly Jazz Walk in town.  A family named Draper have a huge musical group.  They walk down the sidewalk playing their instruments then a concert in the Sundstrom Building.  All free.  The music this year is Blues.  Will be awesome.  Decided I am taking that friday off from work.  Trying to eat out for lunch, working all afternoon, then supper out, & finally the concert.  Too much for one day.  Will relax most of the day at home.
    After work supper was at Pizza Hut.  I was hungry.  Had pasta & garlic bread.  Ate most of it.  Then home.  I did my spanish lesson at work on my iPad.  Not easy but I got 2 lessons done.  Sort of awful.  May check on a new case.  Since I have ignored this one too much.
    I found out a gathering I am usually included in did not invite me.  Upsets me even though it is none of my business.  So I have been crying.  Lots more to the story but that is all I am saying.  FOMO ---- fear of missing out.  Not really a fear anymore.  I am just excluded from things going on.  Period.
    This weekend was our Messiah Chorus festival.  Used to be both Easter weekends, 3 performances, concerts during the week.  Almost nothing now.  Very sad.  They have trouble getting people to sing or attend.
    Photos are nothing special.  Saw no llamas today.  Or yesterday.
     The cats have been hanging around more today.  Ate last night & today.  Cinder is sleeping by the TV.  Kisse is hiding.   Probably under my bed.

SVAFC window

Decoration on Stuga

Decoration on Stuga

Cute





A yard in Sweden.  Oh, to live like this.  I took this photo

Vanås, castle of my ancestors

Turning Torso in Malmö Sweden.  I have stood by this.  One is not allowed to enter this building

Newest dalahäst in Lindsborg KS.  Sits in front of a factory.  Not my photos.  Will get my own soon.

Newest dalahäst in Lindsborg KS
















I think this is Kisse on guard duty!!!

Who can you see in this photo???

AI with

AI with











                                                         







                     





07/2026 - Wednesday the 29th - MY JOURNEYhis i

  This is about my town.  We are very swedish. Today's Name Day:   Olof , Olle      Today was a good day.  Out of the house & worke...