MI took the bridge from a photo & added it to another photos with a rainbow. Fun to play!
Today's Name Day: Carola, Karolina
Carola is the name of a Swedish singer I love. Awesome voice & songs. She sings a couple I want played at my funeral. Guess I better tell someone. Plus I worked with a Caroline at the Mill. Has since moved away. Miss her.
Had a great day!! Finally out of the house. Met grandson CF for a goodbye lunch before he moves out of state. I have been in a major depression for 2 days. Will only get worse when he actually leaves. I feel today is the last time I will ever see him. He won't be back & I cannot travel alone. Sad day for me.
My depression just gets worse. I see people having things I miss. Family get togethers, friends who want to include me for eating/movies/etc., support from family/friends who can help or assist me if needed without me asking/begging. Not there for me. CF planned to help me with things but now he is leaving. He should do what he needs to for his happiness. I am ok with that. I am not ok that I am always left alone with nothing. And I know, no one cares. So I will shut up.
I got a photo of a cool mother & baby cow. Cool color.
Working tomorrow. It is about time!!! Excited to see everyone!! Been far too long away!!!
Today was a special day. Junior graduated from Kindergarten. Cool. Growing too fast!!!
I guess CF's truck & camper will leave this week. I have threatened to take legal action if it does not. I am not related to them & if they would get damaged in a storm or something, I do not want to pay insurance to them. Be nice not to have to look at them.
Next weekend is Memorial Day. Have graves to decorate. And not much time. Rain forecast & working. Saturday it is. Hope I ordered enough. I always order. Feels like I always do everything. And if I have to decorate alone, so be it. I usually do not have to that but life is not being nice to me lately.
Photos are a mix.
Photos I played with.
Willie moving equipment. Miss those times. Now I am needed for nothing.
Neighbour's barn. My favorite.
Nice memories. Miss them.
I. Need!!!!!!
