10/2025 - Miércoles the 29th - MY JOURNEY

 

Love my kids.  Miss Nico.  When he died I lost a huge part of my heart & soul.

Today's Name Day:  Viola 💕

Good friends with a sweet lady named Viola.  She & her husband were god parents to our son.  Was good friends with her daughter-in-law years ago.  Miss her & her husband.  They lived in Falun. KS.

    Not a good day.  Awake all night & no sleep.  So no work today.  Or eating out.  Tired of being sick.  Or sickly.

    I took a short nap after lunch.  Woke up early.

    Some texts today.  Mostly from MM.  Back at the hospital having his ribs checked out.  Has 2 broken ribs.  Hope all is ok.  One email from JL.  A photo from CF but nothing more.  Photo from the Sale BARn about a party on friday night.  Would be fun but I won't be there.  Dang.  I would feel out of place.

    Major stress about finances.  Gotta spend less & I expect at least 1 other to help.  Spending far too much.  When my money is gone it all ends for everyone.

    Freeze warning for tomorrow morning.  See if that happens.  I feel chilly today but the temp inside is normal.  No more rain.  Then friday is ok.  Not too cold or windy.  Does not matter to me.  Might eat supper out.

    Photos are a seasonal mix.  Will do photos of Halloween tomorrow & friday.

  

Love him!!!

This is my favorite quote..  Loved it for many years.

Photos from the Old Mill area.

Old school from the Lindsborg area.

Best friends.. 

                                                          

Sheltering in Place, Mood Of Silence, Day 213......

 My 4th day without seeing anyone one. But I feel a little more human. Will try to eat out tomorrow night.

I found a RA page on FB. I read but rarely say anything. But the other day I did. Wow! It was so cool to have people actually understand how I feel and be supportive. While I have some pain one of my biggest complaints is fatigue. No one understands. And why should anyone. Not their problem. I had 4-5 people say theirs is awful too. And they have hip pain also. I must go there more often.

We never got any wind last night but it got cold. The house was freezing. I finally got up to put on a second blanket. That helped. So cozy. We have a freeze warning for tonight.

Tired of  being alone out here. I will call JR once but not twice. I try to never call JS. He is too busy and tired. Everyone else is too busy. I have sort of adapted to being alone. You would think I would be used to being here with just my fur kids. And I am probably sort of upset about the coming weekend. More later.

Just a mess of photos tonight. Nothing special.