I actually got some sleep last night. Helps how I feel! Cinder was next to me off & on. Nico is always next to me. Cinder was in more than out yesterday. Only one scuffle with the 2 cats. Nothing serious.
My hip pain almost killed me last night. And all day yesterday. Not sure if I sat wrong or it was the weather changing. Or both. There was nothing I did that stopped the intense pain. Today is better. So is my queasiness.
I had my hair done right after getting my new water heater. So today I showered & shampooed. Never ran out of hot water. Awesome!
I have stopped using liquid shampoos & conditioners. There are too many plastic bottles thrown away & not recycled. I ordered some solid ones from Earthling. I like them. They suds good, smell good, & my hair is soft.
I saw some bar soap advertised that softens dry & itchy skin. It is called Rad. Because of my 3 chronic conditions my skin is beyond dry & itches often. Decided to try. It just came & have used it twice. Works good. My skin feels soft & I have much less itching. So far so good.
Change is good.
We got up in the 50s today. Warm. Sat out with Nico & Cinder. But about 3pm the temp started to drop. Every time I looked it was at least 2 degrees cooler. Down to 23F now. The high tomorrow will be 19F. There is snow here & there, but never for me. Need to see if Cinder wants in. She should.
Missed a day seeing JS. I wrote him but he never answered. Normal. I hope to see him at least once next week before he leaves. I am not holding my breath. Already feeling more alone.
Planned on Jalisco tonight but JR had other plans. I decided that just me there was stupid. Why should I take a booth when other groups of people would need it. I would just be in the way. I almost drove to Salina to pick up chicken or BBQ. But too lazy to go. Next week.
I had 3 good friends at one time recently. One I used to actually go places with. Then it stopped. Wonder what I did? Suddenly I was only good enough for a rare coffee. With her other friends they did lots of stuff. I was left out & realised we were never really friends. Long story short, she now hates me. Her loss. My second close friend moved to New York. We talk on the phone & she sometimes comes back for a visit. Glad we are still close. We had fun together. JS is my last good friend. He is moving out of state. I wonder if our friendship will survive. I hope. He wants me to come visit him. I cannot walk through an airport. I am scared to drive that far alone. I have no one who wants to travel with me. I understand that their lives are much more important than what I want or need. Will only get worse. A couple have promised me they will do this or that with me. Still waiting.
Photos are snowy, winter ones. And some buffalo.
