Showing posts with label feelings_hurt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings_hurt. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 10, 2023

10 may, 2023 Wandering & Capturing Moments

    It rained often last night.  Got 1 inch total rain.  How wonderful to get it!!!  Rain forecast tomorrow for here.  Now there is strong bad storms way to the west & in to Colorado.  Hope we get rain but no tornadoes, or hail, or wind.

    Today was a work day.  I felt I was in slow motion today.  Tired, I guess.  I love the Lindsborg photos.  I saw one of my aunt's senior class photo.  Plus about 5 other relatives.  I will share it later with family.  I enjoy my co-workers.  Fun place to be.

    JR & I ate at Jalisco's.  They have a new cook.  A sweet young lady.  We met each other tonight.  She knows little English.  But we know each other's name now.  And she reminded me how to say "glad to meet you" ---- muchas gustas.  I think!!

    Cinder was extra cuddly last night.  Sure is nice to feel loved.  Not a good week.  Tired of hearing about mother's day.  I am no longer a mother.  And it hurts.  IF they remember me it will be hateful beyond words.  Better to be forgotten.

    Work on adding photos to my genealogy again.  I even added a couple of photos to my son's kids.  Really hurts.  Not fair to them either.  At one time they could send me messages.  But they are not allowed anymore.  My daughter is now their grandmother.  Nice.

    Photos are old ones again.

                    









Wednesday, February 10, 2021

Sheltering in Place, Mood Of Silence, Day 331....

 I have little to say today. Very quiet day.


Temp was 15 F and cloudy. Quite cold last night, 7F. The same tomorrow. Then big changes.


Been a large number of junkos --- snow birds --- in my yard today. My favorite bird. I need to start feeding the birds again.


I gained cattle on the south side of my driveway. I like that. Have had 3 bulls on the north side of my driveway.


Called my cousin in Lawrence. We had a long visit. With Covid seeing each other is rare.

I am sort of backing away a little on FB. I was criticized there yesterday for something I posted, publicly. First, mind your own business and scroll down. Second, could have done it privately. Deleted all. Not good to hurt someone for no reason. I had tears.


I am worried about the bad weather and if I have enough food. Really do not want to go out. Maybe wait and see. Also hate to bother anyone to bring me anything.


Photos today are ones I have photoshopped. I do not use photo shop but many other apps.














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