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Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 9, 2025

07/2025 - Miércoles the 09th - JOURNEY

 



Today's Name Day:  Jörgen, Örjan

    Had an ok day.  I am sort of at the end of my rope.  Just tired.  And feeling too alone.  I did sleep ok.  I am glad.
    Worked today at the Old Mill.  Had a chance to talk with AP alone.  We talk politics.  LL was away at a meeting.  She helped me with names on photos today.
    I got done with the Old Political Mugs photos.  Grabbed another handful of photos to work on.  And lordy are they work!!  Most are from the capitol in Topeka with Lindsborg students who worked for different politicians as aides. Tons of names.  I can now spell one of our former governor's last name.  These will take forever.  Fun though!!
    Supper was Mexican.  And ice cream dessert.  And they were swamped with customers!!!  Great!!  When I was ready to pay MA knew I was ready but I can read his face.  He was not ready to take my money!!  He let me know when he was ready!  He is the best!!  Supper was flautas.
    Home now.  Heard from MM twice.  Will see him tomorrow.  Hoping his new meds will improve his life.
    Tonight I just feel nothing.  Just blah. When I left work another friend on the historical board was working the upstairs desk.  She asked where I was last night.  I totally spaced out our board meeting & program.   I was so tired & worried I spaced it out completely.  She said they were worried.  I do have a phone but no one called.  And no one else mentioned I was missing last night.  Will text her to call next time.  I always let someone know if I will be absent.  What if I needed help or something???  Feeling alone again like few care.
    Today I did have one friend check on me to see if I was ok & recovered from my night without sleep.  Made my day.  Don't feel quite as alone.    
    Weather was miserable.  I saw 96F in my car.  Humidity was awful.  Hotter tomorrow.
    Today is CF, grandson's birthday.  Several all in a row.  Daughter that I do not contact.  And granddaughter I rarely hear from.  Will send a card.  Probably doesn't care.
    Lunch out tomorrow.  I look forward to thursdays.
    Photos are all collages.  I played yesterday.
Cinder was cuddling the minute I got home.  She misses me.  Kisse was close also. 












I wish!!!!








Monday, June 30, 2025

06/2025 - Lunes the 30th- JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Elof, Leif

    Another quiet day.  Ignored by most.  I have stayed quiet.  Helping out MM tomorrow.  Same for JR.  See how tomorrow plays out.
    Had a thunderstorm last night.  I got 0.45"  & high winds.  Stayed cooler today.  Loved it.  Cooler tomorrow also.  More rain next weekend.  Leaves the 4th alone but around that day.  I really do not care.  Ignoring the holiday.  I have no family or friends to celebrate with.  No where to work.  Just staying home.  Not even lunch out.  I double checked with LL but she is eating out in the evening of the 4th.  I will not mention it again.  Holiday & I am left out.
    I found a purse I forgot I had so I switched today,  Very colorful!!  Even has my tattoo design on it.
    Rest of my day was nothing,  I tried to take a short nap but I failed.
    I shampooed my hair & styled it a bit straighter.  It is ok.  I am loving my new shampoo & rinse.  They smell good & my hair feels good,
    Cats quiet today.  I bought some plugins for gnats, etc.  I added one in my bedroom. The only plug in there is between my bed & the wall..  Has a bright blue light.  Cats were very curious all last night,
    Photos are mostly flowers.

















 
















    


Wednesday, June 18, 2025

06/2025 - Miécoles the 18th - JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Bjarne, Björn
I have known several Björns.  Cool name.

    Today was an ok day.  While I slept good I woke up far too tired.  Think last week & the stormy night recently are still taking a toll on me.  And the weather is taking its toll on my RA.
    Supper was Mexican today.  My favorite meal. was for me.  I gave up all thoughts of ice cream for dessert.  I just wanted to go home to lay down.
    Got sad news about friends today.  They ended their marriage & he is headed back to Mexico.  Their poor little girl.  Makes me so sad.
    Got home & went directly to bed,  Needed a rest.  Felt soo good.
    We got no rain or storms last night.  Whew!!!  It was quiet.  We had rain during the day.  No rain forecast now until next week.  I saw a friend who is also a farmer.  I asked him why he was not cutting wheat. He laughed & said he just wanted a day off!!  I am sure he could not get in any field even if he wanted to.  I worry if our wheat is damaged.
    Got home tonight & the cattle were standing in a small pond by my drive way.  Too hot & too many flies.  That little pond used to get frogs in it.  Probably not this year.  They were fun to see.
    Photos are a mix.  Nothing special tonight.  Just things I like.






Perfect day for me.


An area in the local cemetery where some of my ancestors are buried.  Mom's mom last name ws Linderholm.


















Thursday, June 5, 2025

06/2025 Torsdag the 05th - JOURNEY

 



Today's Name Day:  Bo

    Another cancelled day.  But finally my blood sugars are more normal.  Finally.  Plan to work tomorrow.  Will eat out at lunch for sure.  Supper maybe not.  See how I feel.  Time to take care of me as much as I can.  No one else has time or will take the time.  I know that MM is always there for me.
    Weather was ok.  Partly cloudy with a high of 75.  Heavy rains forecast for southern Kansas where there is still lots of flooding.  While we sit here with hardly any rain & in drought conditions.  Salina is 2-3 inches below normal.  Rest of the state are above normal.  Awful for us.  Right now there is a tornado in NW Kansas.  And huge hail,
    Did not get much sleep last night.  No clue why not.  Slept this morning.  After lunch I shampooed my hair.  The water never bothered my glucose sensor.  Love the the extra tape over it.  I feel more secure.  Had some new shampoo & conditioner.  Smells good & hair feels nice.
    Only a photo from CF.  Nothing more.  MM texted.  He is feeling better.  I am relieved.  Texted with LL about work.  Be great to be back.
    I need to drive to my mailbox.  Probably not much in it.
    Photos are mostly flowers.






This was in my yard a few summers ago.  We are rarely wet enough for muchrooms anywhere.


Soon.  Wheat is turning.



















09/2025 - Jueves the 11th - MY JOURNEY

  Today's Name Day:   Dagny, Helny     Not much to say today.  Home alone with little communication with the outside world,  Email from ...