07/2025 - Miércoles the 09th - JOURNEY

 

Today's Name Day:  Jörgen, Örjan

    Had an ok day.  I am sort of at the end of my rope.  Just tired.  And feeling too alone.  I did sleep ok.  I am glad.

    Worked today at the Old Mill.  Had a chance to talk with AP alone.  We talk politics.  LL was away at a meeting.  She helped me with names on photos today.

    I got done with the Old Political Mugs photos.  Grabbed another handful of photos to work on.  And lordy are they work!!  Most are from the capitol in Topeka with Lindsborg students who worked for different politicians as aides. Tons of names.  I can now spell one of our former governor's last name.  These will take forever.  Fun though!!

    Supper was Mexican.  And ice cream dessert.  And they were swamped with customers!!!  Great!!  When I was ready to pay MA knew I was ready but I can read his face.  He was not ready to take my money!!  He let me know when he was ready!  He is the best!!  Supper was flautas.

    Home now.  Heard from MM twice.  Will see him tomorrow.  Hoping his new meds will improve his life.

    Tonight I just feel nothing.  Just blah. When I left work another friend on the historical board was working the upstairs desk.  She asked where I was last night.  I totally spaced out our board meeting & program.   I was so tired & worried I spaced it out completely.  She said they were worried.  I do have a phone but no one called.  And no one else mentioned I was missing last night.  Will text her to call next time.  I always let someone know if I will be absent.  What if I needed help or something???  Feeling alone again like few care.

    Today I did have one friend check on me to see if I was ok & recovered from my night without sleep.  Made my day.  Don't feel quite as alone.    

    Weather was miserable.  I saw 96F in my car.  Humidity was awful.  Hotter tomorrow.

    Today is CF, grandson's birthday.  Several all in a row.  Daughter that I do not contact.  And granddaughter I rarely hear from.  Will send a card.  Probably doesn't care.

    Lunch out tomorrow.  I look forward to thursdays.

    Photos are all collages.  I played yesterday.

Cinder was cuddling the minute I got home.  She misses me.  Kisse was close also. 

I wish!!!!