Showing posts with label super_depressed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label super_depressed. Show all posts

Monday, October 5, 2026

10/2026 - Monday the 5th - MY JOURNEY

 

This car & skeleton were in the Pizza Hut parking lot after lunch a couple of years ago.  Very cool.


Today's Name Day:  Bror
I do not know anyone named Bror but a friend has the last name of Brorson.  Cool name.

    Today was a so-so day.  I did not sleep well so I cancelled lunch with RG.  I will meet with him this week,  Just too distressed & depressed.  I talked to one person today said that there is no problem with sleeping with the cold nights,  Then it dawned on her she lives in a big fancy house & I live in a modest mobile home.  Big difference.  I pointed out I froze last night.  Must be nice to have a fancy house.  We could have but it never happened.  A lost life..........😓
    I had left a message with my repairmen that I had to cancell for today.  They said no problem. Then he  rescheduled for tuesday, same time.  I am terrified what they will find.  I actually have had a few friends call to see what I know.  I am surprised.
    I had to be gone all afternoon,  Cannot talk about it.  Or share with anyone.  Learned a lot.  Not all good.
    Supper was at Jalisco's.  Did not stay to chat.  Got home before dark.  Still have some minor stuff to get ready for tomorrow afternoon.  Cats were in the bedroom this afternoon,  Hope it is that easy tomorrow.
    Last night the weather got really cold. I saw 43F.  This afternoon it was 78F.  House was hot when I got home.  Still warm inside.  Ceiling fan is a blessing.
    My blood sugar is a total mess.  I took less insulin last night.  Every few minutes my sugar would be 69.  I ate 2 gel packs of sugar.  I had pretzels twice.  I had small cinnamon rolls 2-3 times.  I really cut my insulin back today.  So far so good.  Staying a bit high.  Evening dose is tiny but I still cut it back.  Probably will email by PA in Hutch but too stressed now.  I had all the cat food swept up yesterday but they spilled again last night.  Fighting???  Swept again.  :Left it in the house.  Open the door tomorrow and sweep outside.  I have my clothes prepared.  I am staying in our bedroom.  I can make sure no cat escapes.  And I am right there if the guys have questions.  I get panicky just thinking about it.  
    My watch was all screwed up.  So today I have been downloading new stuff on it.  Finally looks normal again.  Whew.  I got a new watch band.  Do not like it.  Put an old one back on.
    Daisy's eye looks better.  A little teary but not as bad.  And she acts normal.  I am still worried a little.  She is really loving.  So is Cinder.  Kisse has her moments,  Usually snuggling in bed.







Willie & the day we got Jo.  On my birthday.


Mom & my martini


Very cool










Old Mill.  Couple of years ago.






Baby Kisse.  So tiny.

Nico, Cinder, Kisse, Nico & his baby

Daisy & her sore eye.  Better today.




















                                                                       








          


Sunday, April 19, 2026

4/2026 - Söndag den 19:e - MY JOURNEY

 



Today's Name Day:  Ola , Olaus
I have a cousin in Sweden named Per Ola.  Goes by Per.  I have met him.  Nice guy from a nice family.


    Today was a good day.  Slept well thanks to medication.  And lunch was fine with my stomach.  Great!!!
    Got wonderfully cool last night.  It was in the 30s.  Heaven.  Great sleeping!!!  Today was a bit cooler than it has been with a little stiff wind.
    I worked at the SVAFC.  The show there is all digital art.  I took no photos today.  I work one more time there & then will maybe take photos.  Show is so-so.  Odd show.
    Still no CBS for me so I brought my iPad & caught up on many shows I have saved online.  I think I am caught up.  Thank goodness I brought it with me.  Had NO guests until almost time to close.  I could have been bored to death but spent most of the afternoon catching up.
    On sundays a group of string players come in to play in our back room.  Only 3 today but beautiful music.  I know one of them quite well.  Had a nice visit with her & her daughter.
    There was lots of traffic on Main Street & quite a few people out walking but no one came in.  I saw a large group of Mennonites who all went to the ice cream shop.  Good choice.  They rarely come in to look at art.
    Had an email from JL & a photo from CF.  Ignored by everyone else.
    Supper for JR & I was Pizza Hut.  My fave waiter was working.  After a long lonely day fun to be around someone that is friendly & jokes.  And he has been made manager.  Hope he does well & can stay here.  Cool guy.  And he wants to come see where I work.  That is cool!!  Will let him know.  Maybe we can be friends?  I have hoped that before & so far has not worked out in my favor.
    Photos are a mix,  A bit of sorting today.



SVAFC


Dalahäst near the SVAFC.


Pizza Hut.




Kisse.

Nico

Nico smile

Nico

Nico







Llamas, Larry & Coco

Llamas, Larry & Coco




























                                                                            











                
    


10/2026 - Friday the 16th - MY JOURNEY

Today's Name Day:  Finn Only Finn I know is a character in one of my soap operas      Today was an ok day.  I slept so-so.  Got up early...