Today's Name Day: Peter, Petra
Went to school with a Peter. He has not returned since graduation. My best friend was Peter. We met at the hospital. He lived in England & California. Died way too young. Cannot talk about him. Miss him & his dogs daily. I got to be really close to his mom also.
Today was a day of nothing. Yesterday was good day but I ended up in a really sad, scared, & hurt by life mood. Living alone with no one I can count one for anything. And I get more scared the older I get. Some relatives are busy, one is too sick to help, one moved far away, others never ever offer anything. I am on my own. Life is sometimes difficult. So today I am keeping to myself. No one needs to be around my mood. Tomorrow may be more of the same. Guess I need some withdrawl time.
Weather was hot as usual. Over 90F. No rain yet. Tonight. No wind to speak of. No communication with anyone. Alone & forgotten.
Photos are all flowers. I took some of the photos. I created all the collages.
These used to grow in my driveway. Think they got sprayed & disappeared. Very sad.
Sweater weather is always better.......
