Showing posts with label Alone.&.depressed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Alone.&.depressed. Show all posts

Monday, September 7, 2026

9/2026 -Monday the 7th - MY JOURNEY

 






Today's Name Day:  Roy , Kevin

Willie & I had good friend that was our neighbour.  We used to go out with him & others.  His name is Kevin,  There have been a few others.  There was a family in town who had a son named Roy.  He was a bit older.


    Today was ok.  Still extra tired.  Vision is still black.  Much better than grey.  I was very chilly overnite,  It was a bit cooler last night.  My blankets felt good,  I could try to turn the AC off but then it gets too warm.
    Got quite hot today,  I saw 104+ here.  Same for tomorrow,  Then Wednesday is much cooler & maybe rain.  Sure it will miss us. ----- The weatherman says no more super hot days starting tomorrow,  We all are hoping
    JR & I went to eat at the Sale Barn where MM was working tonight.  I had a burger patty and mozzarella sticks.  Pretty good.
    Cinder is sticking close to me.  But tonight they were fighting & knocked something on the floor.  Luckily it did not break.  Lucky for them!!!!
    My granddaughter from Pratt area has a birthday this month.  A shame her parents refuse to let us text each other,  Sad.  I might know what she sort of looks like.  Sad for both of us.  I was not sent a photo of her but other people have their own opinions,  I cannot control anyone but me.  I do not know anyone who would send me a photo nor would I ask,  Scared of what could happen to them.
    Time for bed.  Check on Daisy.  Scoop kitty litter.  Feed & water us all.  Then to relax in bed.

Company for supper.  The tiniest little chihuahua.  Friend of MM knows someone who sells them for a company.








Last night with Daisy.




My dad's plane in WWII.

Dad in the middle

Willie & Ruffa.

Willie & Ruffa

My grandpa & Mom's father was born in Hallville KS.  All that remains of that town,  Boppa (my name for my grandpa) did not truly live there,  His mom stayed Hallville with her mom and she delivered there.

























                                                                                











         





Wednesday, December 3, 2025

12/2025 - Miércoles the 03RD - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Cornelia, Lydia
Have an aunt whose real first name ie Cornelia but she went by Nellie.  She was also an artist.  She painted Willie & I a nice painting.

    Not a wonderful day.  My blood sugar could not stay where it should be.  I literally ate 8 times overnight.  I would almost get to sleep & my glucose sensor would beep.  I gave up around 10am.
    I called in sick.  With so much guilt.  I want to work.  And  I am aware that me being at work means nothing to the Old Mill.  They can survive without me.  But I still feel guilty.
    I got a couple of hours sleep this afternoon.  JR &  I had supper at Jalisco's.  No dessert then groceries.  Cinder was out of her treats plus I was out of lunch meat & cookies.  And more.  Supper was too much so no ice cream.
    Today my glucose sensor was over.  No new ones yet.  They are on the way.  They say will be here tomorrow.  I hope so.  I am home all day so anytime will be fine.
    The world is igoring me.  Does not help my depression.  Heard from JL but that was it.  No word from MM or CW at all.  It is CW birthday today.  They were together.  I give up.  CF was quiet also.  Think I would be used to being ignored.  I am not.  Always want what I cannot have.
    TV just did the winter forecast.  Hate it.  Dry & too warm.  Of course.  Hope they are wrong.  Want a real winter.  Oh, the dreams of fools..................😞
    Photos are a mix as usual.


So sweet



A large water or feed container turned upside down.  It would get water in it & Cinder is getting a drink.















Sweet photo









Love this one


Lindsborg a few years back.  I might have taken this one.























                                                                     

















9/2026 - Wednesday the 16th - MY JOURNEY

  Today's Name Day:   Dag , Daga      Today was not a good day.  Got sick during the night.  No idea why,  Extra pain & sick to my s...