12/2025 - Miércoles the 03RD - MY JOURNEY

 

Today's Name Day:  Cornelia, Lydia

Have an aunt whose real first name ie Cornelia but she went by Nellie.  She was also an artist.  She painted Willie & I a nice painting.

    Not a wonderful day.  My blood sugar could not stay where it should be.  I literally ate 8 times overnight.  I would almost get to sleep & my glucose sensor would beep.  I gave up around 10am.

    I called in sick.  With so much guilt.  I want to work.  And  I am aware that me being at work means nothing to the Old Mill.  They can survive without me.  But I still feel guilty.

    I got a couple of hours sleep this afternoon.  JR &  I had supper at Jalisco's.  No dessert then groceries.  Cinder was out of her treats plus I was out of lunch meat & cookies.  And more.  Supper was too much so no ice cream.

    Today my glucose sensor was over.  No new ones yet.  They are on the way.  They say will be here tomorrow.  I hope so.  I am home all day so anytime will be fine.

    The world is igoring me.  Does not help my depression.  Heard from JL but that was it.  No word from MM or CW at all.  It is CW birthday today.  They were together.  I give up.  CF was quiet also.  Think I would be used to being ignored.  I am not.  Always want what I cannot have.

    TV just did the winter forecast.  Hate it.  Dry & too warm.  Of course.  Hope they are wrong.  Want a real winter.  Oh, the dreams of fools..................😞

    Photos are a mix as usual.

So sweet

A large water or feed container turned upside down.  It would get water in it & Cinder is getting a drink.

Sweet photo

Love this one

Lindsborg a few years back.  I might have taken this one.

                                                                     

10/2025 - Domingo the 26th - MY JOURNEY

Today's Name Day:  Amanda, Rasmus

    Had a good day.  Slept mostly good.  Cinder & Kisse stayed close.  Tried to nap but too nervous about the time I had left myself so I just got up.

    Lots of photos & texts from MM.  He is so excited to be at the Packers match.  Glad for him & his friends.  Game started at 630pm our time.  I am watching it.  Packers in the lead now.

    Two Kansas teams played yesterday.  Great to see the better team beat the heck out of the other team!!!  Always a good thing!!

    Met friends at Pizza Hut for supper.  They are in the process of moving so they were tired.  But great conversation & lots of laughs.  And they double checked to make sure I got home ok.  On those two & MM check on me.  Nice to know.

    Feels quite chilly out.  House is warm & nice.  Good nice.  No rain today.  Maybe tomorrow.  Great.  I have trash to carry out.  Fun.  No one to help or who want to help.  Think I would be used to doing it all alone.  Totally alone.  I will manage somehow.   Or not.

    Cinder is laying next to me.  Concerned about me.  Bless her.  Kisse is missing at the moment.

    Took tons of tree photos this evening.  Did not sync.  I tried.  Tomorrow.  Trees are starting to turn.  got some nice photos.  I have old Halloween photos tonight.  Newer ones tomorrow.  Rebooted everything.  Did not help.

    Photos are autumn, winter, & Halloween.

 

                                                            

 

08/2025 - Lunes the 4th - JOURNEY

My baby.  Missing him.

Today's Name Day:  Arne, Arnold

Known several men with these names.

    Today was a day of being depressed & resting.  Not up to anything else.

    A bit warmer today but cool last night & will be again tonite.  Then the heat returns until the weekend.  Then cooler & chance of rain.  

    Kisse followed me to take my nap.  Cinder never showed up.  Slept in the living room.  Missed her.

    Have a hair appt this week.  Should have washed my hair today but no energy.  I have learned to listen to my body no matter what people think

    Rain in the state but nothing near my farm.  As usual.

    Today we had 2 earthquakes of numbers 3 & 4.  What is going on?? Here is #4.

I never feel them even though are near where I live.

    My  way to Lindsborg is still closed.  Now they closed another part of my paved road but this one on the way to Salina.  Lordy, only close one at a time!!!  Trapped at home!!! 

    Watching Rachel Maddow.  She is one of the best but has NO good news.  No comment.  Curious?  Look her up.  And cry.

    Nice to have a day off.  Work many days this week.  Will miss LL as she visits grandkids.  Hope she has a a great visit.

    My Swedish group is having a field trip on friday but I am not going.  Would mess with my insulin & lunch & then working at 1pm.  Dang.  );

    Photos are a mix of stuff.