05/2025 Söndag the 25th - Wandering & Capturing Moments

 

Stopped to see Willie.  Made me really cry.  I am hurting so much.  I will survive.  Always do.

Today's Name Day:  Urban

    Had a so-so day.  Suffering from intense guilt & pain.  Too sore to put flowers on graves.  I most likely could not have carried the boxes of flowers to my car.  Feeling pretty alone.

    I took a short nap ---- partly sleeping & partly crying.  Both cats ended up in bed with me with no fighting.  I think they could sense I needed them both.  Bless them.

    When leaving the house it was misting outside.  Not in town though.  Nothing on the radar.  Odd.  Rain comes later tonight.

    Supper at Pizza Hut.  OMG!!! They were beyond busy!!!  Tons of carry out orders but when we left there were lots of eating in.  As busy as they were, our waitress gave us great attention.  We love her!!!  Always good to see her!!  She makes our sunday!!!

    When driving in town I saw MH sitting outside.  I stopped to say HI & told him I will work next friday for him,  I have missed the gallery!!!

    Ended our meal with ice cream sandwiches.  Perfect.

    On the way home I stopped to check on Willie's headstone, Darren's grave & John's grave.  Said hi to all but sat near Willie & sobbed for a while.  Miss him so much it hurts.  Will let MM know about his father's grave.  We do that for each other.

    Stayed cool today.  I wore a warm almost winter top.  Sure felt good!!  Need some heat now inside.

    My phone & laptop finally synched.  Yay.  New photos!!!  Photos are from a year or two ago of yucca plants on Coronado Heights.

View from half way down

When I woke up!!!

 

05/2025 Lördag the 24th - Wandering & Capturing Moments

 

Today's Name Day:  Ivan, Vanja

    Had a so-so day.  Deleted tons of photos on my phone & updated it but nothing has synced here.  Very frustrating.

    Quiet day.  Slept late & napped.  Little communication.  Found a photo I had promised LL.  Sent it to her.  Glad I had it.

    Weather is ok.  Cooler.  Had sprinkles before supper.  Not amounting to much.  Storms after midnight.

    Photos are flowers.  Some I maybe have sent before.  All I have today.

05/2025 Fredag the 23rd - Wandering & Capturing Moments

 

Today's Name Day:  Desideria, Desirée

    Had a great day!  Met LL for lunch at the White Peacock for lunch.  New art there for sale.  Awesome.  Hope to have photos to share tomorrow.  Fave artist MH was there & the owner was there adding cool things.  She is a very special lady!  I treated myself to a cranberry lemon pudding muffin & green tea.'

    Before work & fueled the car!!  Yikes I was almost on empty.  Scary!!

    Worked at the Old Mill.  Finished the photos I was working on.  There was a total of 100 photos.  Grabbed another big handful of photos.  Got them all sorted by size looked through a few to see if LL knew names.  There were quite a few I knew some names.  When I got to work it was raining.  Did not last too long. Then dry.

    Supper was Mexican.  I had a burger & fries.  Not too hungry.  They do nice burgers.  Found another Mexican place in McPherson that has pasta dishes.  I plan to try it.  Yum..  Quite a bit more expensive.  Still trying it.

    Got home & took a short nap.  Really tired.  Long day.  Cinder was glad to see me.

    We are now in a severe storm watch.  Do not like that.  Probably won't get much sleep.

    I learned my lesson this week.  Keep my mouth shut about things got me upset earlier.  Worked good.  No tears tonight.

    Photos are flowers & cats.  Plus a cool barn.

05/2025 Onsdag the 21st - Wandering & Capturing Moments

Today's Name Day:  Conny, Konstantin

I had a best friend Connie for years & then she decided she was the center of the world & could not lower herself to be my friend. Long story.  Truthfully I am better off.  Once had a pastor name Konstantin.  I like him a lot.

    Had a great day.  I slept later than I planned so I had to move a bit faster this morning.  But no problem.  Got the kids all ready. Cinder never left bed this morning,  Kisse was all over the place.  Cinder is till sleeping.  Better go check.

    I had divided stuff from my large purse to my smaller purse.  Had to sit in the car & reorganise it all.  I keep the small one in the car to use if I got into the Stuga for supper & a cocktail.  Or something like that.

    I got to work on time.  All my photos were larger ones so they scan faster.  I moved them right along.  One photo has really bothered me.  I just knew I knew her so I looked up the artist I thought it was.  Not quite sure but added her name with a question mark.  There was a group of preschool kids who were a soccer team!! So cute!!  One more day & the pile I am working on is over.  Then to grab another handfull, sort, & start again.' 

    Had Mexican food for supper.  I sure missed being there.  Good food & good friends.  Then groceries,

    CF & I have texted a while tonight.  He is packed & ready to leave at noon tomorrow.  My depression about him is just overwhelming,  I will cry after he is gone.  I was hoping he would be here another day.  😞  My depression was obvious I guess.  I am good at upsetting others with my attitude or being upset over stupid things.  I need to learn to just be quiet & not upset others who then make me feel bad for being stupid.  I can cry for a couple of days & then be quiet.  No one needs to know,

    Nice weather today.  No wind & not too hot.  Rain this weekend.  Plan to decorate graves on saturday.  Unless it rains.  Then can do it the next weekend,

    Photos tonight are just photos.