06/2025 - Lunes the 30th- JOURNEY

 

Today's Name Day:  Elof, Leif

    Another quiet day.  Ignored by most.  I have stayed quiet.  Helping out MM tomorrow.  Same for JR.  See how tomorrow plays out.

    Had a thunderstorm last night.  I got 0.45"  & high winds.  Stayed cooler today.  Loved it.  Cooler tomorrow also.  More rain next weekend.  Leaves the 4th alone but around that day.  I really do not care.  Ignoring the holiday.  I have no family or friends to celebrate with.  No where to work.  Just staying home.  Not even lunch out.  I double checked with LL but she is eating out in the evening of the 4th.  I will not mention it again.  Holiday & I am left out.

    I found a purse I forgot I had so I switched today,  Very colorful!!  Even has my tattoo design on it.

    Rest of my day was nothing,  I tried to take a short nap but I failed.

    I shampooed my hair & styled it a bit straighter.  It is ok.  I am loving my new shampoo & rinse.  They smell good & my hair feels good,

    Cats quiet today.  I bought some plugins for gnats, etc.  I added one in my bedroom. The only plug in there is between my bed & the wall..  Has a bright blue light.  Cats were very curious all last night,

    Photos are mostly flowers.

 

    

06/2025 - Domingo the 29th- JOURNEY

 

Today's Name Day:  Peter, Petra

Went to school with a Peter.  He has not returned since graduation.  My best friend was Peter.  We met at the hospital.  He lived in England & California.  Died way too young.  Cannot talk about him.  Miss him & his dogs daily.  I got to be really close to his mom also.

    Today was a day of nothing.  Yesterday was  good day but I ended up in a really sad, scared, & hurt by life mood.  Living alone with no one I can count one for anything.  And I get more scared the older I get.  Some relatives are busy, one is too sick to help,  one moved far away,  others never ever offer anything.  I am on my own.  Life is sometimes difficult.   So today I am keeping to myself.  No one needs to be around my mood.  Tomorrow may be more of the same.  Guess I need some withdrawl time.

    Weather was hot as usual.  Over 90F.  No rain yet.  Tonight.  No wind to speak of.  No communication with anyone.  Alone & forgotten.

    Photos are all flowers.  I took some of the photos.  I created all the collages.

These used to grow in my driveway.  Think they got sprayed & disappeared.  Very sad.

Sweater weather is always better.......

06/2025 Onsdag the 04th - JOURNEY

 

Dalahäst at the collelge.  See sports images on him --- football, soccer, basketball, socks.

Today's Name Day:  Solbritt, Solveig

    Today was cancelled because I felt so bad on tuesday.  I felt ok until mid afternoon.  Then it was a fight to keep my blood sugar normal.  And I failed.  But felt sort of ok.

    Tomorrow is cancelled also. No biggie.  Will hopefully work on friday if I can carry in enough treats to keep my sugars up.  There is always something.  I am truly tired of being sick & tired.  Makes my cry.

    A little warmer today.  No rain here.  Lots & lots of flooding in Wichita & El Dorado.  The river near El Dorado got tons of rain.  They cannot open the flood gates on the dam due to so much rain further down the river.  But if the water is going to go over the dam, they will have no choice.  Wichita is still a mess.  They get their water from Cheney Lake.  It has been 8 feet below  normal. With all the rain they are now at 5 feet below .  Amazing.  They are rationing water in Wichita so not enough to stop that yet.

    Today is Kisse's 12th birthday.  Cannot believe she is so old!!  Still perky!!  I remember her mom & 2 siblings.  Something killed them all.  Kisse was to clever for whatever was hunting them.  I am glad she is a house cat.  She would have died years ago if I had left her outside.  She never acts like she misses going out.  Cinder does once in a while but I just cannot let her out.  I cannot live without her.  Happy Birthday Kisse!!

    Very little communication for me today..  Kind of given up.  One grandson is too busy with his other family.  They are so important.  No like me.  MM is still sick.  Life is not good for him now.  He knows I will do what I can for them.

    Every day is about taking care of me.  Cannot worry about anyone else.  Or anything else.  Sometimes being selfish is the only way to survive.  Most everyone ignores how I feel or what I go through.  I expect nothing.  That just causes disappointment.

    Kisse is missing at the moment. Cinder is sleeping on her favorite perch & occasionally looking outside.

    Photos are a mix of things.

Photos of a walk around on Marstrand.  One of my fave places even though it ruined a friendship with someone I really liked.  He did not like me being there & made no effort to help me get to the airport.  Brought me there hours early & there I sat alone.

    

05/2025 Tisdag the 27th - Wandering & Capturing Mome

 

Today's Name Day:  Beda, Blenda

I knew ladies with these names.  Friends of Willie had a grandmother names Blenda.

    Another quiet day at home alone.  Did hear from MM.  Says he is feeling better.  Maybe he will text with me now.

    Stayed cold again.  House must have been too cool yesterday.  After my nap I carried out many bags of trash.  In & out the front door.  Not one cat came to see what I was doing.  Not until I had supper.  Just turned on my room heater.  Feels better now.

    Another cloudy, foggy, misty, cool day.  Temp was around 60.  Perfect.  Love days like this.

    Had a long chat with CF yesterday.  Nothing today.  Maybe he did not like something I wrote,  Had nothing to do with him though.  Sometimes the truth hurts.

    Again the south Kansas got rains up to 6".  Must be nice.  We don't get mentioned as doing poorly.  Just ignored.  Might get a mere mention with not all of Kansas got rain.  Places need more.  They never say where.

    Photos are mostly flowers from my memories..  I took most of them.  They are ok.

Soon.

Wonderful area in town with lots of flowers.  Nothing this year.  Drought won. 😔