28 october, 2022 Wandering & Capturing Moments

    Seems like each day just gets worse.  I feel pretty good but that is that.  I got some good advice from a friend.  I will start by going where she suggested & then take their advice what to do next.  There is a chance I am getting a false positive readings.  But until told otherwise, I am still positive with Covid.  I am totally devastated at more isolation.  My problem.  Really does not matter to others.  I am in a bad mood & crying.  And not a caring thought any where near.  Why always me?

    Nice weather.  To be honest I just do not care.  Cinder is enjoying it.

    I had to go to my accountant's office with a last sheet of paper work.  Made it just before they close.  Hopefully all my taxes are paid.  My problem & no one elses.  Does not matter to others how much I have to spend.

    Treated myself to an Arbys sandwich & an apple turnover.  Worth the drive in.

    Then home to nap.  Or try to.  Was good for a while then Nico started hearing things & there went my nap.  Oh well.  With nothing to do, I can sleep anytime.

    I apologise for my bad mood.  I should just be quiet.  Sorry.

    Photos are more outside coffee photos.  Dang, for just one afternoon with someone like that.  Would sure make a difference.  I can dream.

                    

25 october, 2022 Wandering & Capturing Moments

    A better day.  Given up on the notion of being out in the world or most people caring if I am or not.  But I slept pretty well.

    After waking up I got dressed & headed to Salina.  Had paperwork for my accountant.  Stupid state says I did not pay my taxes & I did.  And the threats they made to me were less than nice.  Love it.

    Took myself out for lunch.  Hard to decided where to go.  Sort of like a kid in a candy store!!  Settled on Sonic.  A burger & fries sounded so good.  The fries were awesome.  Burger just did not sit well with me.  Brought a lot home to share with Cinder & Nico.  The ice cream for dessert was luscious.  I needed that!!

    Took a good nap when I got home.

    Feeling better, more like I have a bad cold.  Congested with coughing spells.  Not often.

    I feel like going out to eat, etc. but I cannot.  Will not test again until friday.  Not ready for disappointment again.  So lonesome I cried off and on yesterday.  My problem.  Everyone else can ignore my feelings & most do.  They all come & go like normal.  I alone am stuck here alone.

    Photos are part autumn & part Halloween.  I even took some of them.

                    

    

06 october, 2022 Wandering & Capturing Moments

I had a very nice day.  Great weather to be out & about.  Thank goodness the awful 90F plus temps are gone ---- finallly.

    My first errand was a stop at my accountant's office.  I had 2 years of taxes to pay.  I have a ton of guilt of making him do all that.  But I wrote all the checks & they will mail them.  Wish I could have went shopping with that money instead of giving it to the government.  But it gets better every year.  Helped to sell almost all my farm land.  I hate not having it but it cost lots of money for insurance & fertilizer, etc.

    Then I went to Jerry Ivey Park & took photos & sat with my window open listening to the water sprinkler.  Very relaxing.  I had time to kill.  I was glad.  A nice lady & baby walked by my car & she talked to me.  In my town that rarely happens.  I have cousins that eat where I do who rarely have eye contact or a hello.  Love families!!!

    Then I had an hair appointment at a new place.  My stylist is on vacation.  So went somewhere new to me.  They were friendly & the girl I had did the best shampoo.  The way she styled my hair is just so-so.  I will curl it more tomorrow.  Or after sleeping it may be just fine.  I am going to see her again next week.  Nice to have a place I like when my guy is out of town.

    I came home & Cinder was just adorable.  I will share a photo of her napping in a small box.  So sweet!

    Weather was nice.  Temps were 51 & 85.  Cooler tomorrow.  About time.  They have mentioned frost but I do not remember what day.

    MK, grandson, called tonight.  Nice apology, kids yelling "grandma", & plans to get me a hot water heater.  Cannot imagine a hot shower & even doing my own hair.  Or not!!!  Enjoying being pampered!!!

    No photos tonight.  They will not load.  My photos last night were all .jpeg format.  Loaded fine.  Same format tonight & nada.  I tried to change their format & that would not work.  I am soooo frustrated.  I have tried everything.  Dang.  Sorry.  Hope they are upgrading or something.  Trying not to cry.

   

                      

                    

Sheltering in Place, Mood Of Silence, Day 235......

 An OK day. Had to move to the soffa in the early morning. Then I slept better.

I had an appointment to get new glasses since my eye surgery. One cannot walk in any more. I found a pair right away. Sometimes it is hard to find something I like at my doctor's. Small store in a small town and a small market. But I got lucky today. If the virus was under control I would go look in Wichita. Medicare is supposed to pay some on new glasses after cataract surgery. Almost a joke. They do not pay much. I also had new lenses put in some older glasses I love.

Then I stopped in my accountant's office to sign some tax papers. No money for that but I needed to pay him for his  services. Yikes!!!

I tell you what. I spent money today like I have it!!!

That was my day. So exciting. Never talked to anyone today. Tried to sit outside and kept getting bit by some small bug.

I spent the other day changing my FB. I divided people up. There are some I never ever hear from so they are in a group that really sees nothing I post and I do not see theirs. Better than unfriending. No need to hurt feelings. People I do talk to are either in just a friendly, fun group or a political group or in a small group of those I trust with my feelings/life. I have a couple of friends I would like to add but we do not agree politically. I can friend them and not offend them.

Got an email that the church our Swedish group meets in has cancelled all meetings due to Covid. I have my historical meeting next week. I do not want to go. Small area. Just the board meeting should be ok but during the program will not be good. Not all will wear a mask. Even if we demand one, they will wear to get in and then take it off. Or wear it down under their noses. I will be home.

Most photos are from today.