09 november, 2022 Wandering & Capturing Moments

    What a day.  Not good again.  Cinder has not been here for 2 days.  I assume she is dead.  I am devastated.  Why?  I loved her.  She loved us here.  Why must that be taken away from me.  And her.

    Nico is sick today.  I wonder if it has to do with his looking for Cinder.  He retched all over the sofa.  Thankfully it was all on the blanket.  Moved my nap back to bed.  He has eaten very little.  Poor baby.  He is all snuggled up to me now.  But every so often he looks at me with sad eyes.

    Got word that my former sister-in-law died yesterday.  She had been sick for a long time.  Glad she is at peace.  I used to see her once in a while but been a long long time.

    JR & I ate at Jalisco's.  They were pretty busy but not overwhelmed.  Nice to be there.

    Wish someone could make me feel better.  I want my kitty back.  I always want what I cannot have.  Always.

    A mix of photos.  I took most.  The collage was from a really fun night with a friend who was a bartender.  Good drinks!  I rarely see him anymore.  Like too many others.

                    

Sheltering in Place, Mood Of Silence, Day 215......

 I got home too late last night and then had a 2 hour phone call from my cousin. We have a sick uncle. I was too tired to stay up later to blog.

No sleep last night. Severe RA pain. Surely am tired of that. We had super high winds and even though it was only 54F it felt much worse. Right now it is calm. Will it last??

Today would have been Willie's 79th birthday. Our grandnephew was born on his birthday. I remember how excited he was about that! He loved that sweet boy and his sister. He always bought them treats. I will not write about how today makes me feel. Only important to me. I chose not to go to the cemetery. Not up to that. Maybe tomorrow.

I skipped soccer today. Just did not have it in me to go. JR went and took photos. Then we met for supper at Jalisco's afterwards. They were really busy!!! Very good!! It was JS day off. He needs some down time. 

A friend of mine sat with JR and I for supper. I do not get to see her too often. Had a nice visit. Wish I had more girl friends. Probably not to be.

Photos are a couple of Willie and our nephew. The rest are edited photos --- some I took, some I did not.