Slept good last night. The house was cool enough. And Cinder snuggled part of the night. I needed that.
Today was a work day. I was glad to feel good so I could be there! I miss my co-workers when I am not there. I am still working on the same book of photos. I should have been finished with it 2-3 weeks ago but it takes forever to scan each photo. I played a game on my iPhone all afternoon. I had lots of free time.
The weather was downright horrible today. I saw 101F this afternoon but it felt like 105F. The humidity was almost 70% this morning then it dropped this afternoon. It was miserable. I dreaded having to walk to the car.
JR & I had supper at Jalisco's. MA's parents went back to Mexico to be with his brother. I sure miss them. Really nice people. He asked if I was invited to JS's wedding. I am, of course but I cannot go because I do not think I am well enough to go alone. I have no one to ask. People have lives, etc. & cannot change their routine for me. That would be unheard of. And I need someone to help me drive that far. Or to take over if I feel too sick or tired. What if my fatigue hit me in the middle of nowhere. I have made peace with the fact I will never drive to Arkansas or Denver or anywhere far away. I cannot walk through an airport unless I have someone who can help. I am aware of that. Sad true facts. I almost cried in Jalisco's talking or thinking about the wedding & my best friend.
After I got home I wrote a note to JS. I had some gossip to share with him! I told him not to call me. He is too busy with the wedding & having to get up at 4am for work. But he did call. We chatted gossip! So awful! Like two old ladies!! I apologised for not being with him on saturday. But he said I have to text him on saturday because he wants to talk to me on his wedding day. I am surprised. I threatened to text him every hour until he answered. He just laughed. I cried when we hung up. No doubt I will cry most of saturday.
I went to the cemetery to check on Willie's grave. I did not get out of the car but I should have. Think his flowers looked different. Go back on friday. He has been on my mind with harvest. Missing him & harvest.
Photos are just flowers. I took none of them. And sorry I whined about my life. I am awful!
