07/2025 - Miércoles the 09th - JOURNEY

 

Today's Name Day:  Jörgen, Örjan

    Had an ok day.  I am sort of at the end of my rope.  Just tired.  And feeling too alone.  I did sleep ok.  I am glad.

    Worked today at the Old Mill.  Had a chance to talk with AP alone.  We talk politics.  LL was away at a meeting.  She helped me with names on photos today.

    I got done with the Old Political Mugs photos.  Grabbed another handful of photos to work on.  And lordy are they work!!  Most are from the capitol in Topeka with Lindsborg students who worked for different politicians as aides. Tons of names.  I can now spell one of our former governor's last name.  These will take forever.  Fun though!!

    Supper was Mexican.  And ice cream dessert.  And they were swamped with customers!!!  Great!!  When I was ready to pay MA knew I was ready but I can read his face.  He was not ready to take my money!!  He let me know when he was ready!  He is the best!!  Supper was flautas.

    Home now.  Heard from MM twice.  Will see him tomorrow.  Hoping his new meds will improve his life.

    Tonight I just feel nothing.  Just blah. When I left work another friend on the historical board was working the upstairs desk.  She asked where I was last night.  I totally spaced out our board meeting & program.   I was so tired & worried I spaced it out completely.  She said they were worried.  I do have a phone but no one called.  And no one else mentioned I was missing last night.  Will text her to call next time.  I always let someone know if I will be absent.  What if I needed help or something???  Feeling alone again like few care.

    Today I did have one friend check on me to see if I was ok & recovered from my night without sleep.  Made my day.  Don't feel quite as alone.    

    Weather was miserable.  I saw 96F in my car.  Humidity was awful.  Hotter tomorrow.

    Today is CF, grandson's birthday.  Several all in a row.  Daughter that I do not contact.  And granddaughter I rarely hear from.  Will send a card.  Probably doesn't care.

    Lunch out tomorrow.  I look forward to thursdays.

    Photos are all collages.  I played yesterday.

Cinder was cuddling the minute I got home.  She misses me.  Kisse was close also. 

I wish!!!!

31 august, 2023 Wandering & Capturing Moments

Sad Remembrance

 Todays Name Day is Arvid 

    A very quiet day.  I have little to say.  I refuse to whine to others.  I am whining inside.  And wanting what I cannot have & will never have.  Just feeling sorry for me.  Very glad the flu was short lived.

    Good weather today but the heat is on the way.  Ugh.

    Photos are flowers & none are mine.

                    

30 august, 2023 Wandering & Capturing Moments

 Todays Name Day is Albert

    I am not blogging today.  I was fine all day yesterday.  I was fine all night.  Took Nico out around 7am.  Felt normal.  My alarm went off to get up for work.  I sat up & immediately needed to throw up.  And that was how my morning went.  During a break time, I called my boss LL.  She called me back & I explained.  While talking I ran to the ladies room.  Said goodbye just in time.

    I finally fell asleep & slept the rest of the afternoon.  Took no insulin in the morning which is a no-no.  Got brave.  Took my insulin & fixed some toast & pepsi.  See how the evening & night goes.  Fingers crossed.

    Pictures are of sunflowers.  None are mine.

                                        

29 august, 2023 Wandering & Capturing Moments

 Todays Name Day is Hampus, Hans

    Had no plans for today.  I had things to do but changed my mind.  I will be sorry tomorrow.  Have to catch up then.

    Cinder spent all night inside again, either on me or her chair.  Nice habit.

    I washed my hair after supper.  Nico usually just lays somewhere but not tonight.  He was in all sorts of things.  No idea why.  But sleeping now.  Found most of what he had.

    Had a few texts today.  Grandsons are pretty good.  And so are both girlfriends.

    Need to get a new car tag.  Cannot find the paperwork.  Hoped to do it online.  Ha.  Have to do it tomorrow morning.  Hate getting up early.  No choice.

    Just a quiet day.  Photos are ones I googled on the word Rustic.  So nothing is mine.

                            

25 august, 2023 Wandering & Capturing Moments

National Dog Day

Show your pup some extra love on National Dog Day - take them to the park, spoil them with treats, and give them lots of cuddles! 

   Nico got an extra long nap & a cinnamon roll for supper.  Only a few bites.

    Another sleepless night.  Partly because of Cinder having to be close but also because of Nico.  He was up every hour!!  Sheesh.  I would just about be asleep & he would tap on my leg,  Again.

    Cinder stayed out part of the night enjoying the cool air & rain.  It rained off & on but did not get much.  Just nice.  Last chance for the next 10 days of so.  The drought is back on. 

    Today our temp was only in the 70s.  Awesome!!  Wish is would last, but the dome of heat returns next weekend.  Oh joy.

    Jalisco's is still closed as far as I know.  Not seen anything else.

    I am so lucky to have the Travel Channel to watch instead of the networks & their game/reality shows.  I just find them so stupid.  I also can watch movies from Amazon Prime & other places.

    Lonely day.  Mostly heard from CF's girlfriend.  Cool she texts so often & sends photos.  Sure helps.

                                

    

07 july, 2023 Wandering & Capturing Moments

 World Chocolate Day

    Been a quiet day.  Cloudy with a small bit of rain early.  Our chances for rain are slim to none.  Had no texts or emails or calls today.  Like usual.  Sent nothing.  Tired of being ignored.  I never know if they are read or not when there is no answer.

    My yard has the hugest covering of white flowers.  Solid white.  They are not to be wanted.  They are called bindweed.  Bad weeds.  They choke out other plants.  I really do not care.

    Been out with the pets a time or two.  Did have a nice breeze but gone now.  Then I am scared of mosquitoes in the still air.  Scared of what diseases they can carry.  Especially since I only have bad luck.

    I cancelled all of today.  I really just did not care about anything.  Sure I was not missed.  Wrote to my friend LA so she would know where I was & why.

    Before bed I will have a piece of fudge in honour of World Chocolate Day.  Mmmm.

    Photos are a mix of photos that I have taken.  Almost all of them.  Nothing special.