I have a cousin Jasmine. Met her but don't know her well Lives nowhere near me. The only Jesper I know of is a Swedish golfer.
Today was más o menos. I did not sleep good. Awake often. I cancelled the day knowing I did not have time to sleep before a meeting. I napped & feel some better.
Miserable weather again. Right now it is 104F or 40C at my house. Humid outside. We do have a breeze today. I hate summer.
Last night before going to bed I went out to feed Daisy. And there was a possum on the porch getting a drink of water. Never ever hurt a possum. They are good for your yard. They eat thousands of ticks from the area surrounding your house. And rattlesnakes cannot hurt them. They cause few problems. They never act like they will hurt you. Just walk away.
Quiet dqy. Nothing from MM. Wrote a few minutes asking if we were eating out. He has been very sick today & I think he wanted me to buy food for his kids. Sorry not today.
I can feel that my blood sugar is low. Had a quick snack. Soon supper. My depression is a bit better. Stress stays the same. What causes my stress is always present in my life. If I just had a support person or group. What a change that would make.
Cats are more active today. Not hiding so much. Weird. Cinder keeps turning up on top my fridge. That is truly odd. Kisse has always climbed up on it. And they are mostly sleeping in our bedroom at night.,
Marriage memories keep coming back. I always thought we would have a few years of Willie being semi-retired to we could enjoy a life together. Dementia took that all away. And his alcoholism did not help. We both got screwed big time. He was too nice to have all that stuff. Trying to remember all the good things ---- trucking, Vegas, weekends away. Everyone loved Willie. Very few of his friends liked me. Husbands were friendlier than the wives. At least they would say hello & good bye. I never or hear from any of his friends. I must be a really bad person that no one likes me much.
