White Peacock flower on my table
I had an uncle named Oren. He was Mom's youngest brother.
Today was a good day. Slept good. Less pain. Tired of my arm hurting.
Had lunch with the thursday friends. We ate at the White Peacock. I had a yummy sandwich & iced green tea. Not much of a crowd there. When lunch was over my friends got up & walked out the door. And there I sat there alone. No one said good bye or anything. A few hours later one wrote me to apologise. Always forgotten.
I had to leave early to get to Salina for a haircut. Great to see Henry. He makes my day! Hair looks great!!
On the way home I stopped at Jim's Chicken & brought home a chicken dinner. And somehow got an extra piece!! Very good!!! Two good meals in one day. Unheard of!!! Nice.
At the Peacock I got to meet a dozen cousins of mine I have never met. FB friends with a couple of them. I knew their parents for many years. They are gone & most of these kids live around Chicago. Great to meet them all!!! They related to my mom's mom.
Last night Cinder was upset over something. Not sure if she & Kisse were fighting but Kisse was normal. Cinder was even upset with me. ME of all people!!! Maybe she wanted more food. There was dry food but not the fancy wet ones. She calmed down after eating. Or maybe she smelled Daisy on me. Who knows. OK tonight.
Got hot today. I saw 95F. Some breeze. Ick. Severe weather south & west of me. Will some get here??? Who knows. Looks like the 90s will last until August or longer. I hate summer. Even the house is too warm today. Clouds would help.
Almost all my photos are on my laptop today. So I am sharing some of Daisy.
Yesterday I got home & some of my yard has been mowed. I tried to call KN but no answer. And he never called me today. I am scared he is upset with me.
Who knows. I am wrong a lot.
I am having some scary things going on with my eyes. See my eye doc next tuesday. Scared of going blind.
My good friend & cousin ND & I talked for an hour just now. Wish I could get to Denver to see her. No friends & no family to help me get there.
I have two young friends who make sure to give me a hug & make sure I feel ok. Almost no one I know ever asks how I am. And I always feel guilty if I am hurting & not normal. No one tries to make me feel like it is ok to take care of me.
Today is my grandson CF's birthday. His family in Minnesota had a big get together for him. Of course all I got was a photo. Not part of anything. Need to stop thinking or I will start to cry.
Now crying.
Me & Daisy
What a pose!!
White Peacock
My great grandsons just recently
4014 on a bridge
