I have little to say today. Nothing good that is. Whining: I hurt all night, I have hurt all day, & cancelled my plans. I tried to nap hoping I would feel better. Could not sleep. So I am home alone today. I was invited to a supper in the Jalisco restaurant by MA. I hated to call him and cancel. Then I called JS. His call was much worse. So I not only hurt, I feel guilty. I cried.
The weather was pleasant. It was 69F here. No wind. Nico and I sat out for a while. I had 4 bulls watching me as I watched them. The pond was glass again today. Cloudy early and no glistening. Saw a hawk in a tree at the top. In the house I noticed hundreds of birds in the trees north of the house. When outside they flew over the yard. No squirrels today though!
Today was the day our mother died. Still miss her and think of her often. Sometimes I feel her near. Christmas died with her I think. My son was angry with me that I did not want a housefull of guests when I had no room and no one to help. I am sure I was getting RA back them. He was hurtful and sarcastic. It is better to have no contact with him.
I had a frozen dinner of Swedish meatballs and noodles. It was so-so. Probably won't get it again. When you have had the real thing this just did not cut it.
Photos today are Christmas themed again.
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