All Souls Day
Day of the Dead
Today's Name Day is Tobias
Today was a great day mostly. But got sad news. That later.
Met MM, KW, & my youngest great grandson for lunch. SM was so sweet! Fun to hear him say Grandma & I love you! Made my day!
I got brave & ordered something new. It was supposed to be so good. Nope. Just bland tasting. I tried salt & queso. Well, now I know. Banana bread at home made it all better!! And 3 plus hugs before heading home.
Warmer today but nice. It was in the 60s today. Light winds. Watched cattle by the pond. Need more cattle in the pasture. I would see them more often!
I really did not expect my vet to call but she did ---- right before going home. There is nothing --- NOTHING --- she can do for Nico & his diabetes. There are no pills or liquids. In other words, he will die. Hard to believe. She has offered to check with experts but swears there is nothing. Then I will let him be happy & loved & calm. I am so sad. Just hard to believe there is nothing at all to do. Diet will not do much.
Nico has a bad temper. Anything he dose not like or want he strikes out. Done that since he was little. He has bitten me bad enough I bled so bad that I almost went to the ER, but got it stopped by myself. It is the way he is. He strikes out then he will cuddle with me. He only wants his way. She knew this but sold me all sorts of stuff. I have a huge sack of food he will not touch. She knew that. Will give it away. He has lost a lot of weight so I do not worry about cat food. He can stand to gain a little. I am lost. No Willie here to help me deal with it all. Where is my support group? Always just me here alone. Still trying to improve my thinking but damn hard today. And no one knows or cares.
Photos are seasonal ones. None are mine.
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