My Willie died 5 years ago today. Just some memories.
Name Day is Oskar
What a day!!! Some low points & some great points. Had to get up at 7am to go to traffic court. No fun. I was there 30 minutes early & went in to the court room. No one there but me & the judge. And she went ahead did my case early. Paid to be early. In & out first & back home.
I was supposed to meet MM for lunch but his 2 boys were just out of control today! Change of weather? Could be. They are 2 cuties!
After lunch I went to take a nap. Slept about half the time. Then Nico woke me up. And my mind went to Willie. And I started crying, Actually I had a major melt down. Then I thought of Nico dying & it got worse. An awful time. I know my losses do not matter to anyone but me. I was surprised that there were 2 people who actually contacted me to say they were sorry & thinking about me. No one else said anything. I was surprised.
I finally gathered my wits & had to redo most of ny makeup for supper, I managed to eat with no tears. It was close though. Would not have mattered to anyone if I had cried or not.
We were done eating & I spotted my granddaughter, AC. We have grown apart for whatever reasons. She was in college & then working, Then she got engaged but I sort of left out. Does not matter. It is what it is. I did not know if I should go say hi or what. Scared of more rejection. I know that she & MM have talked about me & he swears that all is ok, Well, we saw each other at the same time. I went over to her to say hi. We hugged & she had me sit down. Met her husband. We are sort of related. His mom is married to my cousin. Known his mom for years. It was great to reconnect. Hope we can meet again. It is a start.
JR & I ate at Jalisco's. Where else? They were busy. Even joked with a couple of waiters that speak little English. Always fun. Then it was Indigo Moo'd for peppermint ice cream. Perfect meal..
Cold today. Cold tonight. Cold, foggy tomorrow. Warm next week.
Photos are more from yesterday.
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