Today's Name Day: Viktor, Vincent
It was a bit warmer overnight & today. Today was a work day but due to an extreme anxiety attack yesterday I stayed home. If something feels wrong then don't do it. Feeling lots of guilt but no anxiety. I rarely have this kind of anxiety but think it is caused from being pretty sure of losing my grandson, being removed from being part of a historical board (before our board meeting, during it & after it) without them letting me know, homebound too many days, lack of social contact, 45 inauguration, etc. I think all of that together has done me in. It is awful. I am not a happy about how I feel. I am trying to focus on pleasant things. Cannot change family or a board group or the weather.
Had a tiny moment of snow when woke up from my nap. I saw a few flakes fall & some on my trash bins.
Went to the mailbox. It was crammed full.. Hope nothing is broken. It is amazing.
When I went to go to my car there was a sweet little possum curled by my front door. Maybe a little warm air escapes under it. She just walked away.
I thought of eating out tonight but just did not care to get ready to go. Will be in Salina tomorrow & can at least eat in my car or bring something home. Then work on friday, Ready for my normal life again.
I fed the cats but no one is hungry. Odd. Cinder is curled by me cleaning herself. No Kisse here. Last night she curled up next to me in bed. When I turned my phone off & the light out then Cinder came to cuddle. We have a routine.
The weather man just loves announcing how many days until spring. I do not want spring, I like winter. He adds to my anxiety. Hate the thought of heat, humidity, bugs. Usch.
Photos are seasonal.
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