Quiet day at home. I did gather up trash and carry (drag) to the bins. Ugh. Ended up breaking 2 fingernails so I had to take time to file them down. Another ugh. But pickup is tomorrow so had to be done.
Found 2 old photos of my husband with our little grandkids. So sad. He looked so normal, laughing. This was before he was drinking so much and did not have dementia. I almost cried. Things have sure changed. Willie is gone and I never am allowed to see my grandkids. I did get brave and sent an email to my daughter-in-law to meet but never got an answer. At least I tried.
My nephew has Willie's old truck he always drove for work. He just drove through the yard. Looked like Willie was home. If only. Right after writing about him. Not handling it well.
Harvest may start end of the week, but rain is forecast then. Will be difficult to watch the wheat behind my house and across the road being cut. Used to be mine. I used to hate harvest but now I miss it. It was getting too hard for me to cook and deliver and then clean up. Too much pain and never any help. No daughter then (or now) and no daughter-in-law or son who cared. Last few years our niece and I shared cooking. What a joy that was.
I got my DishTV very cheap so I never cancelled it. But I found a great tv channel I love and enjoy. So for $20 more I can get it. I will cut down somewhere else. If I am stuck here I can at least have something interesting to watch. And learn from.
Photos are from an old day trip to Cheyenne Bottoms, a wildlife area. What a great day!! Need to take another day trip.
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