Weather was pleasant today. Slept well. Tried to nap but failed. About the same for tomorrow. Warm on monday. Chance for rain on tuesday & wednesday.
Have a meeting scheduled for tomorrow but after supper I felt questionable. Might cancel. Someone wanted me to go to Wichita but cannot travel when I do not feel well. No one understands or seems to care. I just take care of me. All I can do.
Nothing is going right tonight. Must be in the clouds/stars. The minute I sit to write, I get bothered for no reason. Nico has done this all afternoon & now tonight. He just had to go out & just did nothing but look around. Now back in & is scratching on my leg again. It hurts. Been on edge all day. Tears are next for me.
JR & I ate at Jalisco's tonight. They were moderately busy. Lots of to go meals. One little girl next to us was all in green & a big bow in her hair! Cute!!
A day full of thoughts. Most not good. Wish I knew the truth. Started at my hair app't yesterday. When I got there I had this odd feeling that my guy & the next stylist were talking about me. The next gal kept staring at me with the oddest look on her face & making strange gestures with her hands. My guy was behind me & she looked at both him & then to me. Back & forth. It bothered me all night. My guy is never mean to me. I have never had those odd feelings before. Still bothers me.
Then today. a photo was posted where mainly I would see it. It was 2 people --- one who loves me, one who hates me. They were both flipping off at the camera. Why? Or I know why but things were out of my control. It cut me to the bone. As soon as I saved a copy the loving one wrote me within seconds. I am speechless. Do I deserve this? Maybe I do. Just confused.
Photos are a mix.
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