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Today's Name Day is Elisabet
Not a good night. Nico kept me up too often. Today was ok. Calm day with no drama. I have been at my wits end. Too much stress & no relief.
This morning early is was just dead calm. Not even birds chirping. The cattle were laying near my yard. They were so calm & quiet, resting. The yard is full of leaves. No pretty colors though. My poor squirrels have few acorns to store.
I used my new weighted blanket but I hurt so much I could not enjoy it. But colder nights are on the way. My pain spread all over my body. I am so blessed. Better today. Only my hip hurts.
I want to stay up & watch the Formula 1 race in Vegas. Not sure I will make it. No sleep & no nap. Guess a video will have to do. Be a fun time to be in Vegas. I would love some fun times again.
When our house burned down in 1978 I had a Marilyn Monroe throw. No idea where I got it or why. Someone took it & other clothes home to wash. Several little girls wanted it. It was so soft. Well, I still have it. But it is falling apart. So I ordered a new one. Of course nothing like mine.
Rain starting around 3am. One can hope. And much cooler I hope. House is too warm now. Need the AC on.
Photos are seasonal & from my memories. Many are Christmas photos. The only Christmas I get. No family or friend celebrations for me. I remember my aunt called me one Christmas ---- 3 years after my mom died. She even had the nerve to say it had JUST occurred to her that JR & I had no where to go to for Christmas. Gutsy & thoughtless. I would not go there to save my life. She had no idea how much that hurt me. Almost as much as when she screamed at me & insinuated I was a liar. Gotta love families. NOT. Hard enough to lose Mom & Dad, but to be invisible to family is painful.
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