Saturday, November 7, 2026

11/2026 - Saturday the 7th - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Ingegerd, Ingela


    Today was not good.  I got no sleep until 6am.  I am stressed & depressed.  And crying.  I will not mention how alone I am again.  I now know how alone I am.  For 6 days no one has checked on me, or answered any text I have sent to them.  My last time to mention in my blog or in FB is now. Es lo que es.  Only talked or texted with KN.

    I am beyond stressed.  Next tuesday I have my historic group board meeting & dinner.  I must get all the dishes I have bought to the church.  KN & I talked about it tonight.  There is no one else to help me.  He could just grab them without me.  But maybe my car will be done on MOnday.  I plan to miss our dinner.  Good food but I an too upset to be there.

    KN did ask if I had enough groceries here.  No one else has even thought about me, cats, & food.  Luckily we are fine.  Bought extra last saturday.

    We got really cold last night.  Our low was 30 & our high was 60.  House felt ok.

    I went to bed last night & there were no cats near.  Before long Daisy was in the chair next to me, Kisse was in the new bed, & Cinder was on top of the desk or on the chair also.

    KN helped friends get their cattle home.  Our bulls are home but the cattle with come home soon.  Llamas are in the pasture but I have not seen them often.

    Found lots of snow pictures.  I love them.  And hoping for snow this year.  Like that will happen.


Love this photo











Colorado.  Oh to be there.......






Scenes of the prairie.  All from my driveway

In my back yard

Daisy's foot

















                         









     

Friday, November 6, 2026

11/2026 - Friday the 6th - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Gustav, Adolph

    Today was same ole, same ole.  Home alone with no communication except for JL & KN.  KN was here early morning & delivered my mail from my mailbox,  My mail person would leave the mail door open if there was inches of rain forecast.  Mail box would fill with water.  Don't get me started.  And they gave me mail for 2 people I have never heard of.  I left them in the mail box with the flag up.  They ignored it.  Now what I do??  You cannot heal or fix stupidity.  If it looks unimportant I may forget them.  Or I will put notes on them saying they were delivered wrong & not mine.  Suppose they can read???
    I waited all day for a call about my car.  No call.  Maybe tomorrow.  KN is busy tomorrow but says either his wife or daughter can probably take me to get my car if they call.
    Lunch was eaten late so I am waiting to eat.  I had a half of a candy bar due to low sugar.  Will eat supper soon.
    I sent a long text to someone a couple of days ago.  Finally saw it was read today.  No comment though.  Makes me feel so unimportant.  Guess I should be used to that.  Everyone is ignoring me.
    When KN was here early today he took a large load of trash to the burn pile.  Looks a bit better.  He will finish another day.
    I was watching one fave show that got preempted for a movie.  Now I am watching Everyone Loves Raymond.  They are snacking on Thanksgiving leftovers.  What I would not give for a real Thanksgiving meal.  Used to have a great meal in town but no one wants to do it anymore.  No thanksgiving for JR & I.  Will be tv dinners & pumpkin pie with whipped cream in his office.  It is what it is.  Better than sitting at home alone.  Holidays make me so depressed.  Little to no family & no friends.  I try hard to ignore all the photos from others of big get togethers.  And I do not comment on any of them.  No one knows how painful being alone is.  A quien le importa.
    Supposesd to get cold tonight.  So far my blankets are enough.  When I took my afternoon nap no cats were around,  Only Daisy who had been snuggling with me.  Went to our bedroom & Daisy took over her chair next to me.  Cinder was already in the new bed. Then here came Kisse for the old bed.  We napped together.  We were all in a circle,  I got photos.

Nico, Kisse, Cinder, me, autumn tree, old truck

My dad's 110th heavenly birthday today .  Dad working at a local filling station. Dad is in the middle of the back row in light colored clothes.  His brother is in the front row, 2nd guy I think,  The two owners are Anderson's.

Dad in WWII.  He was a tail gunner in Guam, India, etc.  He flew the Hump daily.  He is the 3rd guy on the front row,  They had a pet sloth bear that us between guy #2 & Dad.  They brought her to the US when they came home.

Dad with Mom during WWII.  Dad & his Mom. And Dad near where he was stationed,









Huge leaf next to my foot.

Wish our trees looked like this.




Means, sort of, "Today popcorn is free".  Cute.



Cinder


Kisse

Daisy

















                                                             








         


11/2026 - Saturday the 7th - MY JOURNEY

  Today's Name Day:   Ingegerd , Ingela      Today was not good.  I got no sleep until 6am.  I am stressed & depressed.  And crying....