Just Day to Day

Wednesday, July 22, 2026

07/2026 - Thursday the 22nd - MY JOURNEY

Today's Name Day: Magdalena , Madeleine

I remember a pastor's wife who was named Madeleine.

Today was an interesting day. Met my new RA doctor. Name is Dr. Baxa. He has no set office. He travels to many cities & has patients in each one. I liked him. Good personality. And he was thorough. I made mention that in Wichita they said my Sjögren's was never tested. He said they did include it in some lab work & I do have it. I have all the symptoms of it. No fun. He felt all my joints but the last few days have been low pain days. Would make a difference. He ordered a boat load of xrays & lab. But it was lunch time so they called no one so I could go eat.

I have had RA for around 5 years. I have never had some of the treatments I am clueless about. Not as sick as many people on the RA groups I am part of.

I had lunch at the Sale Barn. MM was working so we did get to talk a bit. Miss him. No one there for me to sit with. No problem. I would be shocked if there was someone there who wanted to sit with me.

Back at the hospital things got busy. I had a total of 11 xrays --- fingers/hands in different positions, left leg/knee & left hip. Those hurt. I almost cried. Then on to lab. They drew 6 tubes of blood. Then. I got to go home. I showed the lab girl the vein that is the best but she tried a different one. Then had to stick me in the good one.

The lady who came to get me for xray asked if I wanted a wheel chair. And I did. The little waiting room, xray, & lab are miles away. I will remember.

When I got back from lunch I saw Willie's sister was in the waiting room. She hated Willie, their brother, & me. She was really busy on her cellphone. She has no friends so probably gossiping about me to my kids & her grandson. Big deal. I could care less. At least she has not treatened to hurt me physcally for a few years. What a dysfunctional family we are.

Came home & took a nice nap. I managed to twist my knee getting in the booth for lunch. I almost died. Still sore now. And probably tomrrow too. Cancelled today & tomorrow.

I wanted to sit out with Daisy but just needed my sofa. Try tomorrow. I hate to be outside. Flies, mosquitos, etc. And heat & humidity.

I had no idea,

I have 3. One at work on my desk. One near my sofa. And one next to my bed.

My best friend JS not wanting his photo taken.. Love him.

Red Barn Studio. Worked there for 5 years or more.

Sale Barn.

Wild flowers in my driveway,

Church in Sweden I think.

Church in Sweden. One of my faves.

Old car in my town.

Tuesday, July 21, 2026

07/2026 - Tuesday the 21st - MY JOURNEY

Today's Name Day: Johanna

Went to school with a Johanna. Her dad was a professor at the college. Last time I saw her was our 50th class reunion. She died shortly after that of cancer.

Today is just a day like any other. Had an email from JL. Losing a friend who is moving away. Sad. Hate to lose someone I really like. But it has to be.

A little cooler today. Temp is 96F now. Not close to 100F. Still feels miserable out. Nice breeze.

Tried to take a nap but only rested. Gave up & showered & shampooed. Want to look good for the new doctor tomorrow. I do not want to eat too early. But still need lunch after I see him. See how I am feeling after lunch. Today my one wrist is killing me. Worse tomorrow??? And I need to see MM sometime. And need to stop in to see my insurance people. Raised my payment at least $1000. Good lord!!! Wonder if it can be changed to less?? How can I afford that?? More & more stress. But others expect lots from me. But I get little back.

And my stress messing my life up! I hate nights when I turn my lights off & my blind symptoms take over. I hate when I cannot see my bedroom door or the hallway. And parts of my room disappear. Oh, well.. I think no one cares about it all. Still no support group.

Will end this and work on spanish. Not much energy for that.

Fave photo

So true

Miss this weather

Harvest when I was included

Monday, July 20, 2026

01/2026 - Monday the 20th - MY JOURNEY

Both look good. They are a day late.

Today's Name Day: Margareta , Greta

I went to school with a Greta. Her sister was in my class. Smart, cool girl. I had a Margaret in my class. We were good friends. Part of a large group. Mom had a cousin Margaret. I knew her well. Always enjoyed her company. I miss the days when I had people in my life & family.

Today is anything but good. So hot it is unreal. I saw a high of 104F or 40C. It felt like 108F. I was out with Daisy but not for long. Need to carry trash out but I refuse. I hurt far too much & it is far too hot. Supposedly cooler midweek with rain. Not holding my breath. Any rain will miss my farm. I can guarantee that.

Both inside cats have stayed in our bedroom the last two nights. No idea why. But they are eating better.

Spanish is not going well. They moved me down a level. I do not care. Too sick & tired to care. There should be a way you could tell them your are sick or have had a death in the family. Give you a day or so to recover. But like the rest of the world no one there cares either.

And my phone is driving me crazy. I wanted to post a graphic about the heat. Just something cute. It has tried all day. But I checked & it is there but I still have a message saying it is still loading. Grrr.

Have another birthday of my oldest great grandson. I know the day but not any of the plans. More photos!!!

I felt too bad yesterday I did not watch the last soccer match. Just did not care. And then the trophy ceremony was ruined as I knew it would be. But FIFA & Spain fixed it. Loved what they did!!! I am sure there "someone" who is quite upset!!! Good deal!!!

Eating big for supper. Popcorn!!! Sounds good. Something different than tv dinners or lunch meat. if only I could afford a maid & cook!!! Ah, life would be awesome!