Today was ok but last night was hell. I was scary sick. Watched Colbert then went to bed. And proceeded to get chilly. Then cold & shaky. I could not get warm. No reason for it. Today I have decided I had a bad reaction to using 2 pain killing meds one after the other. Super bad reaction. Finally this morning I got normal And exhausted. Slept all day. No more pain killing stuff. I will just hurt. Screw it. Who cares???? Told no one about last night. Again, all too busy to care about me.
I managed to feed Daisy. Cinder knew I did not feel good & slept on me for a while today. Laying next to me now. Nice to be loved if only by a cat. Kisse was here & there.
Cool last night & today. There was rain in the area but we got none. SnapChat was cool. It showed we had rain so lots of raindrops falling & occasional lightning flashes. Like that. Fun.
Hoping to eat out tomorrow. Hope I feel good enough to go. Cannot do another bad night. Scared to use anything I used last night. Not even some lotion. Scared of everything.
Colbert had a video today back where he started in Michigan. Not too bad. It was posted then changed to private but someone shared it elsewhere. Sure will miss him. Kimmel will have to do. Hope CBS goes broke. Soon.
Have ate very little today. Need to drink more. Will try.
Most family/friends were quiet today. I never told anyone how bad I felt. Heard from McPherson friends is all. And a message or two from JR
At the Old Mill.
