Monday, May 25, 2026

5/2026 - Monnday the 25th - MY JOURNEY

 


Sweet memory of my husband's grave.  Kids are my great niece & grand nephew.  There is always a beer on his grave.  I know where it comes from.  There was an angel decoration that disappeared early.  I assume our kids are to blame.  Done damage there 2 other times.


Today's Name Day:  Urban
Have a cousin in Sweden with this name.  Friends but not met him.  Met his parents when they came here to visit me & other family members.  Nice people.

    Today was not the best.  I was awake most of the night & woke up with a bad headache.  Had lunch plans but cancelled.  And my friend overslept so cancelling was a good thing.
    I laid sort of comfy but just no sleep.  I have pills that help me sleep but they work too good.  Frustrating.  I start with a half a pill & sometimes have to take the other half.
    Cinder & Kisse slept near me all night.  Like they know I do not feel good.  During my nap this afternoon Cinder came to lay on me.  Twice.  It was good.  I ignore her too much.  Me & my phone.
    Hot today.  I saw 92F here.  House felt ok.  Daisy did not sleep too well this afternoon.  I took trash out & she was right next to me.  Usually she sleeps sound enough she does not hear me.  And not a big appetite.  Same for my inside cats.
    I have mostly ignored the holiday today.  I have no family to gather with.  I can ask for suggestions but I get nothing.  I have to make all decisions.  And few friends to gather with.  Best to ignore it.  I also ignore the big gathererings with dozens of photos on FB.  A family that used to include me met out of town today.  They rarely include me anymore.  I must have pissed someone off.
    Took some trash out but not enough.  Should do more but my back is too sore.  I need to do a bag or so everyday.  Might get caught up by the next trash day.
    Had a doctor's appointment tomorrow but I cancelled.  Just don't feel like driving to Hutchinson KS tomorrow.  Too sore.  They never do anything for me anyway.  Be nice if  I had family or friends who could drive me.  HA.  That is a joke!
    I dropped my phone & cracked my screen a little.  It does not show but I can feel it.  Saw a nice new phone case that covers my entire phone.  That will protect the crack.  Came today & I like it.  Good protection.
    I am working at posting fewer photos.  I loaded them all here & deleted around half of them.  And in my photos I deleted an entire set.



My cat babysitters!

Love this car.

Nico sleeping with his baby!!  Sure miss him!



Photo of Marymount.  Former college.  Spent lots of time at basketball games there!  Fun times.




















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Sunday, May 24, 2026

5/2026 - Sunday the 24th - MY JOURNEY

 



Today's Name Day:  Vanja , Ivan
I have known an Ivan or two.



    Today was a good day.  I slept really good with little pain & no medication reactions.  Whew!!!
    Cinder & Kisse mostly slept in the living room.  Odd.  Who knows about them.  Daisy was excited for breakfast.  She is sweet.  I need to just spend time outside with her.  I feel guilty.  I miss her family & assume they are all dead.  So sad.
    Met with friends N&C from McPherson.  Always a good visit.  Ate at the Pizza Hut & it was quiet.  We dared to talk some politics.  Glad to have friends I can do that with.  And visited with my fave waiter.  Good guy!!!
    Stopped to see my grandson.  Had something for him.  Planning lunch tomorrow at the Sale Barn. Jalisco's is closed.
    Tried to nap when I got home but Cinder wanted attention.  She won.
    Have a tiny tiny chance for rain tonight.  Ha.  Not on my farm.  We always miss out.
    Took flower photos in my driveway.  Then saw a pheasant in the tall grass.  Hard to get a good photo.  They are awful.  He was pretty though.
    Now it is Spanish lesson time.  Ugh. Not in the mood.

Supper.  Garlic bread,  Makes my blood sugar go to high.  I cannot win.

Family:  Cinder, Nico, & Kisse

My baby Nico,  Died a few years ago.  I am lost without him.

Cinder

Daisy.  Edited photo,

Me & Cinder

Good friend & grandson.  I rarely get to see either of them.


Wildflowers.  These have been blooming for the longest time.

Wildflowers

Wildflowers

Pheasant

Pheasant

Storm clouds at my house in the past.

Willie & our dig Jo swimming,  Both are long gone,  Miss them so much.  Hard to have no family or friends,











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5/2026 - Monnday the 25th - MY JOURNEY

  Sweet memory of my husband's grave.  Kids are my great niece & grand nephew.  There is always a beer on his grave.  I know where i...