Wednesday, February 25, 2026

2/2026 - Onsdag den 25:e - MY JOURNEY

 


I miss the Olympics soo much & seeing everyone getting along like our world should be doing.  There are some events coming up if I can see them here.  Hoping.



Today's Name Day:  Sigvard,  Sivert

    Both a good day & a bad day.  Start with the bad.  It happened first.
    I took an entire anxiety pill to sleep since I was supposed  work today.  I slept probably too sound.  Mid to a bit late night I woke up.  I just wanted to go back to sleep.  Thank my angels I did not do that.  I might not have been here then today.  I felt shaky, sweaty, dizzy, weak, just bad.  Totally out of it.  I somehow managed to check my blood sugar laying down in bed.  It was 55!!!!  😨. That is hospital visit low.  I ate something with no result.  I ate more.  Then felt a little better.  Just trying to get to the bathroom was  scary.  But I made it.  The cats just knew & surrounded me.  Both in their beds.  They are comforting.

    I was still shaking when my alarm for work went off.  I called in sick.  Cannot drive.  Too weak.  The basement steps were a scary thought.  And I feel guilty calling in.  "I want my life back.  So mote it be!"


    At noon I checked on my glucose sensors.  They were in Lindsborg so here soon.  I checked the porch & there they were.  I cannot have blood sugar so low again.  It will wake me.  Usually when I am in the 70s.  I just put one on.  Now have 29 seconds until it works again.  No error messages.  My last 2 were faulty.  Although the last one did start working pretty good.  No more finger sticks.  Plus I bought a nice carrying case for my sensor monitor I can hang on my purse.  Cool.  Easy to hook & unhook.
    Too warm today.  I have the AC on.  Outside it is 66.  Where is my winter??  None here but one snow.  Summer temps that just make the weathermen so jolly!!
    This afternoon there was an earthquake here.  Not far from me but I felt nothing.  Have photos to share about it.  My FB group is blowing up with people having to post what every little thing they felt, what their living quarters felt & more.  I am saying nothing.  No one cares.  It was a 3.5 one.  Pretty good.  We could be seafront property someday!!! 😅
    I see where my high school class is planning a reunion.  I used to help plan but I guess no more.  I had no idea.  Or any details.  I was going to quit anyway.  No one from my class ever kept in touch after graduation or now.  I will separate from them.  No loss.
    Soooo sorrrry I missed all the political crap last night.  I read enough to know how glad I am.  Just a stupid show for one person who has done nothing but bad things for my country.  Those who can make changes for the good of everyone need to step up.  Now.  Like that will happen.
    Emailing with JL & texting JR.  That is my day so far.


Poor Gracie my grandpuppy got blamed for the earthquake!!

Her Highness Gracie.  What a princess!!! 💕







One of my favorite flowers.  Poppies are the other ones.


















I just want to ride on this train one more time.  Won't happen.  I cannot drive that far & there is no one who will take me.  I am missing so much. 😭

AI me.  Wish I looked & felt this good.













                                                                             

















                     

Tuesday, February 24, 2026

02/2026 - Tisdagen den 24:e - MY JOURNEY

 



Today's Name Day:  Matts,  Mattias
A very good friend in South Africa has the name Matthys.  His day is today.  Miss him

    Did not get much sleep last night.  Too long a nap in the afternoon.  Slept this morning & a nice nap later.
    I had to shampoo & redo my hair.  Went pretty good.  I wanted it to have a flip on my sides but was too lazy to try.  Next time.
    Far too warm today!!!  Got up to 71F.  Did not like it.  Have the heat turned off.  Bedroom was too warm.  I only needed one blanket. The hallway said 77F.  Usch.
    There is one FB site I follow.  Run by 2 ladies who live in separate countries & their photos are awesome.  The one posted today that she knows the blizzard in New York. is hard to live in for the people, but oh, she wishes she was there.  I agree with her!!!  Love snow.
    I heard about my glucose sensors today.  Said they would be here tomorrow.  I had an awful thought earlier.  I have no idea where they are from.  I had visions of them being sent to me from China or Japan!!!  Hahaha!  Apparently not too far away.    
    I am absolutely not watching any political stuff tonight.  I don't have enough anxiety pills to take to watch it.  Ashamed of our mens hockey team.  They will be there & they made fun of the womens hockey team.  Very sad.  They lost my respect.  And they totally lost what the Olympics are about.
    Emailing JL today.  Had one photo from CF but no text or anything.  I have given up.  I fear I just don't matter anymore.  I have written him things in my life.  He rarely if ever has a comment.  And never checks to see if I am ok or not.
    Photos are a mix.  JR liked my library photos.  Found more just for him.  I love them also.

Love barns!!














Church at the Old Mill.  We have an old town of real buildings from this area.  And the Swedish Pavilion.  And an old train with our old train station.  Lots to see.














 I created this,

 I created this,  Great grandsons.

 AI me













                                                                     


















            



2/2026 - Onsdag den 25:e - MY JOURNEY

  I miss the Olympics soo much & seeing everyone getting along like our world should be doing.  There are some events coming up if I can...