Sunday, May 24, 2026

5/2026 - Sunday the 24th - MY JOURNEY

 



Today's Name Day:  Vanja , Ivan
I have known an Ivan or two.



    Today was a good day.  I slept really good with little pain & no medication reactions.  Whew!!!
    Cinder & Kisse mostly slept in the living room.  Odd.  Who knows about them.  Daisy was excited for breakfast.  She is sweet.  I need to just spend time outside with her.  I feel guilty.  I miss her family & assume they are all dead.  So sad.
    Met with friends N&C from McPherson.  Always a good visit.  Ate at the Pizza Hut & it was quiet.  We dared to talk some politics.  Glad to have friends I can do that with.  And visited with my fave waiter.  Good guy!!!
    Stopped to see my grandson.  Had something for him.  Planning lunch tomorrow at the Sale Barn. Jalisco's is closed.
    Tried to nap when I got home but Cinder wanted attention.  She won.
    Have a tiny tiny chance for rain tonight.  Ha.  Not on my farm.  We always miss out.
    Took flower photos in my driveway.  Then saw a pheasant in the tall grass.  Hard to get a good photo.  They are awful.  He was pretty though.
    Now it is Spanish lesson time.  Ugh. Not in the mood.

Supper.  Garlic bread,  Makes my blood sugar go to high.  I cannot win.

Family:  Cinder, Nico, & Kisse

My baby Nico,  Died a few years ago.  I am lost without him.

Cinder

Daisy.  Edited photo,

Me & Cinder

Good friend & grandson.  I rarely get to see either of them.


Wildflowers.  These have been blooming for the longest time.

Wildflowers

Wildflowers

Pheasant

Pheasant

Storm clouds at my house in the past.

Willie & our dig Jo swimming,  Both are long gone,  Miss them so much.  Hard to have no family or friends,











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Saturday, May 23, 2026

5/2026 - Saturday the 23th - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Desirée , Desideria


    Today was ok but last night was hell.  I was scary sick.  Watched Colbert then went to bed.  And proceeded to get chilly.  Then cold & shaky.  I could not get warm.  No reason for it.  Today I have decided I had a bad reaction to using 2 pain killing meds one after the other.  Super bad reaction. Finally this morning I got normal  And exhausted.  Slept all day.  No more pain killing stuff.  I will just hurt.  Screw it.  Who cares????  Told no one about last night.  Again, all too busy to care about me.
    I managed to feed Daisy.  Cinder knew I did not feel good & slept on me for a while today.  Laying next to me now.  Nice to be loved if only by a cat.  Kisse was here & there.
    Cool last night & today.  There was rain in the area but we got none.  SnapChat was cool.  It showed we had rain so lots of raindrops falling & occasional lightning flashes.  Like that. Fun.
    Hoping to eat out tomorrow.  Hope I feel good enough to go.  Cannot do another bad night.  Scared to use anything I used last night.  Not even some lotion.  Scared of everything.
    Colbert had a video today back where he started in Michigan.  Not too bad.  It was posted then changed to private but someone shared it elsewhere.  Sure will miss him.  Kimmel will have to do.  Hope CBS goes broke.  Soon.
    Have ate very little today.  Need to drink more.  Will try.
    Most family/friends were quiet today.  I never told anyone how bad I felt.  Heard from McPherson friends is all. And a message or two from JR







At the Old Mill.
















































                                                                             











              


5/2026 - Sunday the 24th - MY JOURNEY

  Today's Name Day:   Vanja , Ivan I have known an Ivan or two.      Today was a good day.  I slept really good with little pain & ...