Wednesday, April 29, 2026

4/2026 - Onsdag den 29:e - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Tyko
Long ago ancestor with this first name.  Last name was Brahe.

    Today was an awful day.  I have had severe pain for days.  My left knee got much worse.  Difficult to walk.  Blood sugar was out of control also.  I called in to work that I was staying home.  I had bad guilt feelings & always think no one believes me.  "Her again?"
    I shared with someone who usually cares how bad I felt.  I got nada.  Only his complaints.  I tried to be caring.  I was surprised that someone I really do not know actually wrote to me & asked how I was.  Nice to be heard.  A surprise.
    Cancelled supper tonight.  Too much pain.  Just gave up.  Figured that no one would care anyway.
    Hated not to eat at Jalisco's.  Their 18th anniversary.  Probably crowed.  Probably did not miss me.
    I tried to nap but I felt like I was having a heart attack.  I was not.  My blood sugar was dropping to super low.  Had an odd feeling.  I ate some food & felt better.  But low again before supper.  Sheesh.
    I have a photo of my kittens with some info about them.  Will leave it there.  Their mom was back this noon.
    Trash got picked up & my trash bins were set back by the tree they were near.  I double checked.  The trash guys did that.  What a shock!!!  Very nice.
    Cool weather today.  Love it.
    Photos are mostly flowers.  Mine.


















First photos of Nico!!

Best friend I ever had.  Before cellphones.  He lived in California & England & Kansas City.  Finally in Wichita before he got into drugs that killed him.  Name is Pete.

Pete & his dogs at home in Great Bend.  The dogs loved me.  They knew when Aunt Julie was coming then they got people food!!!  God knows I loved them & miss them.

My senior in high school photo.

Truly awaful.  Usch!!!  That shirt was actually black,  Awful hair.

Me, Nico & Kajsa Jo "Jo".


















                                                                       












             

Tuesday, April 28, 2026

4/2026 - Tisdagen den 28:e - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Tyra , Ture
Think I worked with a Tyra.  Not sure.  Known a Ture in Sweden or two.


    Today could have been better.  No sleep.  Awake until 7am.
    Fed my 6 kittens.  All here.  Did not see mom.  Might have shown up later.  I hope.  Fed the babies later before my supper.
    I had a nice nap after lunch.
    So surprised.  Trash was picked up & the bins were put back where we had them.  Did the trash guys do that?  Or was KN here?  Need to call & ask.  I carried no trash out today,  Still severe pain all over my body.   Difficult to even sit on the sofa.  Tomorrow will be a challenge.
    I have learned something.  There were people who once included me in things.  But not any more.  Have I done something?  Am I too old, too crippled, too ugly?  I am sad.  But life changes so be it.  I cannot change how others accept me.
    Stayed cool today,  Barely made it to the 60s.  Love it.  Made snuggling during my nap good.  Hope I can sleep tonight. 
    Managed to see today's soaps.  Already!  Nice.  My coworker is on TV in Wichita again about Mill Fest.  Our new TV star!!  Watching it now.  Cool.  He did really good & brought breakfast for the station!!!!
    Saw no cattle or llamas today.  Should sit outside with my camera to get kitten photos.

Nico

Kisse & Cinder












































                                                                        











                


4/2026 - Onsdag den 29:e - MY JOURNEY

  Today's Name Day:  Tyko Long ago ancestor with this first name.  Last name was Brahe.      Today was an awful day.  I have had severe ...