Monday, May 11, 2026

5/2026 - Monday 11th - MY JOURNEY

 



Today's Name Day:  Märit , Märta

Had an aunt named Martha.  Sure miss her.  And my other aunt Thelma Arcel.  And Mom.
    
    Today is nothing new.  Just another lonely day at home.  MM sent a couple of texts with photos.  Long email from JL.  
    I called KN to tell him i had a couple of large boxes that were filled with smaller boxes.  He carts them off to his burning place.  I was in the middle of throwing  trash bags out & had a few I had thrown near the trash bins but I had to eat because of low blood sugar.  After I ate when I went outside KN had been here & threw those bags in my trash bin.  Nice.  And my boxes were gone,  Nice again.
    I did mange a nap after throwing trash out.  I just hurt all over.  Plus I am tired beyond belief.  Dry weather after this next weekend.  Hope I feel better then.  
    Have a doctor app't in Hutchinson on monday.  Going to cancel.  Too many things to do.  I am too tired,  They won't do anything for me anyway.  Typical. 
    I keep lowering my insulin & I still run low.  Lowered it again today.  See if that helps.  Tired of eating to keep it ok.  Last night I tried a pudding cup, large serving of gel to raise my blood sugar & a cookie.  Nothing worked.  I have cookies, glucose pills, crackers & pastries in my bedroom.
    Drought is getting worse.  Where I live we are 3 inches of rain short.  Our wheat is desperate.  The corn will be soon.
    I sat outside for a bit this afternoon.  Nice out.  No cattle or anything to photograph,  I am seeing a bluejay often near my house.   Cool.  Just peaceful outside.
    Tomorrow is my historical group board meeting.  I should quit,  I no longer feel part of it.  When they went behind my back to take my job away without warning me or asking if it was ok I no longer feel like I belong in the group.  I was going to stay home but the program is one I do not want to miss.  Will take myself out for supper first,
    No special pictures today.  I found some I had saved so they are mixed in,









Old post card I edited to make it look better.










Cinder napping behind me on the sofa,











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Cinder on the porch.



Kisse next to me,







This is the shape of my one tattoo.















                                                                              















                


Sunday, May 10, 2026

5/2026 - Sunday 10th - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Esbjörn , Styrbjörn

    Today"s blog is short.  I do not feel good today.  Really tough day for me.  And it surprises me that people who know my family history still wished me a wonderful day. How the hell?  And those who know could have sent a kind word or thought.  One good friend was extra kind to me.
    Awake most of the night.  My blood sugar was low most of the time.  And trying to keep it normal made my tummy upset most of today.  Plus I had bad dreams all night.  I cancelled today.
    Cinder napped near me & now on my lap.  Kisse is hiding somewhere.
    Had a long email from JL but nothing from anyone else.
    Poked my head outside twice.  Felt ok & very quiet.  No llamas but a few head of cattle.
    Had chances for rain last night.  Got a few drops.  All the severe weather was not here.  Couple more days of rain forecast for this week.  Then dry.  Hopefully I will feel better then.  Tired of pain & extreme tiredness.
    No special photos today.  Too tired to try.





































                                                                         














                 


5/2026 - Monday 11th - MY JOURNEY

  Today's Name Day:   Märit  ,  Märta Had an aunt named Martha.  Sure miss her.  And my other aunt Thelma Arcel.  And Mom.           Tod...