Monday, April 13, 2026

4/2026 - Måndag den 13:e - MY JOURNEY

 




Today's Name Day:  Artur,  Douglas
Known an Arthur or two.  Same for the name Douglas.  Knew people who had Douglas as a last name.

    A quiet day.  Slept ok & had a nap.  Weather is far too hot.  It is 92.8F now.  Stayed warm last night.  I got too warm then got too chilly.  High winds again today & fire caution.
    Fed Miss Kitty but no kittens on the porch.  Maybe sleeping under the house.  They were all here last night.  So cute.
    No one has texted to see what I needed the last weekend.  Guess they forgot I called for help.  I will do without.
    I left a message for someone this past weekend.  Called his office today.  They said he would call back. So far no call.  If he does not call, I will just forget what I want to do.  Not important.
    Paid my propane bill.  Yikes!!  Scary!!!  Hope no one else needs money!  Price has gone up I think.  With the hot weather at least I won't be using any propane.
    I wanted to watch TV on my iPad.  Wanted to use my mouse on my laptop.  No can do.  It was moving on my iPad.  Talk about confusing.  When oh when will CBS come back on.  What a mess.  But need to catch up on my soaps!! 
    MM got his furniture all moved in but probably not organized.  He has asked in a message  for things they have but do not want.  Been pretty successful in getting what he needs.  He has to patch the backyard fence to  keep Gracie from escaping.  She is an expert!!!  He is lucky.  A friend of his is moving & had stuff to get rid of.  Both are grateful!
    Need to shampoo my hair but not in the mood.  Maybe tomorrow.  And I need to take more trash out. But I do not want to walk in the yard with my cane & trash.  Want the trash bins closer but hate to bother anyone to move them.  Very frustrating.  I can still hear angry voices.  My fault???  Lots of guilt feelings.
    Feeling super stressesd & alone.  It will never end.  Especially the stress.  No answers there.  Or help.
    Photos are a mix.










What a. love affair!!!














Need him now.  And Willie.

























                                                                       









                


Sunday, April 12, 2026

4/2026 - Söndag den 12:e - MY JOURNEY

 



Today's Name Day:  Liv

    Not a good day today.  I got no sleep last night.  I was awake until 6am.  Constant low blood sugar. Light sleep in the morning, with pain level at an 8, & a sick tummy.  No idea why.
    Had plans to meet friends for supper.  I cancelled.  Managed an ok nap this afternoon.  Cinder joined me at times.
    MM slept in his new house last night.  He said all that was in it was his bed.  Moving in today.  Then all the time to organize it all!!!  I remember all too well.
    Fed the cat family outside.  Kittens are so cute  I got photos last night.
    Yeserday I called KN for help today but unknown to me they were in KC.  Told them to forget me.  I need nothing.  No problem.  Think I called at the wrong time.  Feeling really guilty.
    Try to move more trash out tomorrow.  Hate walking in the yard.  Will keep my cane with me & my phone.  No one is able to help me.
    Need to order groceries on monday or tuesday.  Nothing major.  Mostly stuff for Cinder & I.
    Hot again today.  Had the AC on all night.  It never actually came on.  Nor today much.  Hot & windy.
    Must sort through some mail that came today.  Soon.
    Quiet day.  I did not post how I felt so all could see.  No one cares.  Best to be quiet.
  
Missing winter









love this one



Great books




Gathering of dala horses

Kajsa Jo waiting for Willie in their truck




 
Took this photo at night when it was almost dark.  iPhone has a not much light setting that is awesome.

Took this photo at night when it was almost dark.  iPhone has a not much light setting that is awesome.

Took this photo at night when it was almost dark.  iPhone has a not much light setting that is awesome.

I needed some old family photos to remember when I was loved & who loved me.  Aunt Thelma Arcel,  Aunt Martha Lee,  Marian, my mom.

High school graduation.  My outfit & necklace were both bought by Willie for me.

Me in front of a train in a park in Newton, I think,

Really needed to see Mimi, my grandmother.  If she had only lived.

Mimi, my grandmother with her friends called "The Bunch".  She is in the middle of them.  Nice to see her smiling.

New cat family.  Mom.

New cat family.  Babies.

New cat family. Babies.

New cat family. Babies.


Marstrand Sweden.  My favorite place.

Sweden towns


This is the closest AI has gotten to the real me.  Love this one.















                                             









           


4/2026 - Måndag den 13:e - MY JOURNEY

  Today's Name Day:  Artur,  Douglas Known an Arthur or two.  Same for the name Douglas.  Knew people who had Douglas as a last name.   ...