Day before Midsommarsdag
Today started out good. I slept good. Fed Daisy & she let me hold her a couple of times & she purred.
All my boxes were a total mess outside. And on the porch. I swept cleaned it all up. Assuming it was done overnite. Wrong. Got it all cleaned up & looked out later & it all was a mess again. I called KN. He will clean it up later today. What is coming during the day to destroy my pile of boxes??
I tried to take a short nap but I had a major anxiety attack. Got up to get dressed to go to the Stuga tonight for my class reunion.
KN never made it here. Huge severe storm moved in. Had 60mph winds, heavy rain, electricity flickering off & on. The thunder was unreal!!! Super loud. One major strike hit near my house out in the pasture. I think we all jumped in here!! And probably Daisy also!! One trash bin lid blew open. It can stay. I am not going out through my pile of boxes. Hope KN makes it here in the morning.
I am feeling sorry for myself missing being with my classmates at the Stuga. With my luck if I went my drive would be covered in water when I got home. I do not trust it. And I still have a huge anxiety attack. Plus none of those classmates even consider me part of them anymore. So who cares. I wrote to one to explain why I am not there. He did not read or answer.
Our high today was 85F but now it is 64F. Glad it is calm out now.
Watching FIFA match of Brazil. Have a good friend in Brazil. They are ahead now.
Special & beautiful church in Victoria KS. Love to be there.
Main altar. There are two others also.
Main.
I always light candles for loved ones.
Looking from the altar to the front doors.
Two dear & sweet friends I miss more than words can say. Artist John Bergers & Virginia Brunsell. Mom was friends with her when I was a little girl. I remember being in her house. And her daughter. I was friends with her when I was an adult. When my grandma died in Denver, Virginia's husband worked for the funeral home & they brought her body back to town. Lots of connections.
