Monday, October 5, 2026

10/2026 - Monday the 5th - MY JOURNEY

 

This car & skeleton were in the Pizza Hut parking lot after lunch a couple of years ago.  Very cool.


Today's Name Day:  Bror
I do not know anyone named Bror but a friend has the last name of Brorson.  Cool name.

    Today was a so-so day.  I did not sleep well so I cancelled lunch with RG.  I will meet with him this week,  Just too distressed & depressed.  I talked to one person today said that there is no problem with sleeping with the cold nights,  Then it dawned on her she lives in a big fancy house & I live in a modest mobile home.  Big difference.  I pointed out I froze last night.  Must be nice to have a fancy house.  We could have but it never happened.  A lost life..........😓
    I had left a message with my repairmen that I had to cancell for today.  They said no problem. Then he  rescheduled for tuesday, same time.  I am terrified what they will find.  I actually have had a few friends call to see what I know.  I am surprised.
    I had to be gone all afternoon,  Cannot talk about it.  Or share with anyone.  Learned a lot.  Not all good.
    Supper was at Jalisco's.  Did not stay to chat.  Got home before dark.  Still have some minor stuff to get ready for tomorrow afternoon.  Cats were in the bedroom this afternoon,  Hope it is that easy tomorrow.
    Last night the weather got really cold. I saw 43F.  This afternoon it was 78F.  House was hot when I got home.  Still warm inside.  Ceiling fan is a blessing.
    My blood sugar is a total mess.  I took less insulin last night.  Every few minutes my sugar would be 69.  I ate 2 gel packs of sugar.  I had pretzels twice.  I had small cinnamon rolls 2-3 times.  I really cut my insulin back today.  So far so good.  Staying a bit high.  Evening dose is tiny but I still cut it back.  Probably will email by PA in Hutch but too stressed now.  I had all the cat food swept up yesterday but they spilled again last night.  Fighting???  Swept again.  :Left it in the house.  Open the door tomorrow and sweep outside.  I have my clothes prepared.  I am staying in our bedroom.  I can make sure no cat escapes.  And I am right there if the guys have questions.  I get panicky just thinking about it.  
    My watch was all screwed up.  So today I have been downloading new stuff on it.  Finally looks normal again.  Whew.  I got a new watch band.  Do not like it.  Put an old one back on.
    Daisy's eye looks better.  A little teary but not as bad.  And she acts normal.  I am still worried a little.  She is really loving.  So is Cinder.  Kisse has her moments,  Usually snuggling in bed.







Willie & the day we got Jo.  On my birthday.


Mom & my martini


Very cool










Old Mill.  Couple of years ago.






Baby Kisse.  So tiny.

Nico, Cinder, Kisse, Nico & his baby

Daisy & her sore eye.  Better today.




















                                                                       








          


Sunday, October 4, 2026

10/2026 - Sunday the 4rd - MY JOURNEY

 

Old LBK photo.  Main Street.  Parade.  Cool.




Today's Name Day:  Frank , Frans
I went to school with a Frank.  I remember several Franks in the past.  I had a cousin Frans Train.  His daughter & I were childhood best friends.  Totally lost touch now.  Story of my life.


    Today started good but went to pot later.
    I got a phone call  at around 9am from my "son" in Bangladesh, MD Akther.  We have known each other since he was a very young kid.  Now he is married with at least 1 child, probably 2.  I could hear them laughing!!  Our time zones are not compatible. Today was perfect though.  We were both around 9am (me) or 9pm (him).  He has been taking English classes for 3 months.  I could understand most of what he said.  So smart!!  He is a fine, handsome young man.  I am lucky to know him.  And proud of him.  He always calls me Mom. 😀
    Then I went back to sleep.  I have a path to my furnace for the repairmen.  Got things ready to go outside.  Of course I had no help.  My back is killing me.  So is my knee & my wrist.  And a headache.  No one asked or helped.  A quien le importa. 
    It was really cold last night.  Then working today I got too warm.  Of course.  No heat means no AC.  Have the ceiling fan on in the living room.
    After lunch I totally screwed up.  Will not talk about it.  Caused someone I care a lot about some trouble.  It turned out ok but I apologized a dozen times & cried while I worked.  Bad, bad afternoon.  They treated way too kind.  Surely did not deserve that.
    Daisy appears to have a sore eye.  She acts fine.  It waters a bit but she seems normal.  I am sure she was fighting.  She never left my side last evening.  Nice.  She snuggled.  I would assume she & Kisse had a fight.  Looks some better today.
    Have to cancel. my repairmen tomorrow.  I cannot talk about it.  So hopefully they have time on tuesday or wednesday or thursday.  What is another few nights freezing  or sweating during the day.  Will call very early in the morning.  I have dinner plans with a friend.  I do not want to cancel.  Nice to have someone I am close to eat & chat with more than just on friday.
    I tried a new TV dinner ---- mac & cheese.  It was pretty good.  Liked it.
    Spanish is next.  Hope it goes ok.  I am just too distressed today for anything.

Love these photos.  What fun it would be to be on it!!!  Playing blackjack!!






Autumn












Halloween



Sore right eye..  Poor baby.

Daisy napping today.  She looks like I feel,

Cinder

So cute

Dalahäst at White's


Swedish cousin

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Willie's friends & coffee mates.  I coffeed with Harvey after Willie died.  He was so cool.  Misss him.

My day!!!































































                                             








                  


10/2026 - Monday the 5th - MY JOURNEY

  This car & skeleton were in the Pizza Hut parking lot after lunch a couple of years ago.  Very cool. Today's Name Day:  Bror I do ...