Can you believe it? I have been in almost complete isolation for 40 days. Most days are sort of ok. I sleep a lot and have no motivation. My depression is worse. But I am still here.
For a long time after Willie died I kept thinking it was time for him to come home in the evenings. I finally got over it, but the last 2 nights I have had those feelings again. Odd.
We got some rain last night and today. No idea how much. Not been to my rain gauge today. I love the cooler weather but next week is in the 80s. Oh joy. Good reason to stay ho
Once in a great while my mind just shuts down. Actually it is often!! I went to let Nico out to potty and I just opened the door and out he went. No leash on. I just sat down to wait. He was not coming back until he was good and ready. I finally started the car thinking he might want a ride, but no. He came running back and wanted in. He is weird.
I am still sick to death of FB. I scroll through and just check headlines. I have no interest to post, like or anything. I just do not feel good so I am leaving all alone. They all have better things to do.
I did call a good friend. We had a nice conversation. How fun if we could sit in the White Peacock and have tea. Will we ever have those days again.
Photos today from the Red Barn Museum where I used to work. Be fun to be there again but I just do not fit in. I work twice a year at an art sale.
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