Pleasant weather. A low of 62F & a high of 93F. Nice to be outside. I should have sat outside more than I did. Sunday is forecast to be 108F for here. I mostly ignore the weather. It is hot & dry. Why listen, but 108 caught my attention.
Yesterday someone posted something that pushed every button I have. And I just had to express my feelings. I was sorry & deleted it & apologoized to the world.
I am just fine living alone, waking up alone, & coming home alone. I will not pay someone to be a friend. Nor will I spend a boatload of money to some how convert my very tiny home to have a room mate who no doubt would be a stranger. And I am always in pain. It may subside a bit or move around but I always hurt somewhere. It affects all aspects of my life. I suffer from severe fatigue most of the time. The fact that I take naps does not mean I am lazy. And my naps do not affect my night time sleep or lack of it. Now I need to never mention these things again. It is my life. And it will not change. Period.
Cinder scared me yesterday but not being here. Finally in the evening I called & called her. She finally showed up. I do not know where she sleeps. She comes the direction of an old shed & a large fuel tank. And she rarely drinks the water I put out. But there is a tiny water hole there she must drink out of.
Nico was a terror last night. Sure I deserved it with the mood I was in. Today he is fine. We have our own spots on the sofa. After lunch he curled up on the wrong side of me. So I laid on the other end. We stayed that way a long time. Surprise! Then he wanted to trade & lay under the blanket. Odd.
I think Kisse made it in my flooded bedroom that is now dry. I must not have shut the door tight & it was open. She is so snoopy!!
Photos today are some Shabby Chic ones I like. Always wanted my home to be shabby chic. Never was & never will be.
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