No sleep last night. In my mind I was not in a good place. Better today. I had no idea that being alone at the twilight of my life would be so hard. Sooooo hard. And so alone. Where is my support group?
This is a sad weekend for me. The little girl who called me Grandma for years is getting married. I was never even told she was engaged. I have not seen her in years & she lives here. I used to ask her to go out to eat, but she had no time. At least not for me. I have not been included in anything. So I am not going. I have to be careful of what I eat, I do not know anyone there or who she is marrying. I cannot walk far or stand for long times. Just easier to stay home. And no one will miss me at all. But I am still hurt & upset. Oh well. Only my problem. No one to give me support as usual.
I did sleep this afternoon. Helped how I feel. And I managed not to cry anymore.
Love the weather. Very light rain all night. Cloudy & cool. My kind of weather. If only it would last. Not in Kansas. Heat & humidity will arrive soon I am sure.
JR & I were going to eat supper at Crown & Rye. What a joke!! There was not a parking spot anywhere near them. I forgot tomorrow is college graduation!! Tons of people in town. We ate at China instead. Awesome Chinese food. I have enough left for a good meal tomorrow noon. Soooo good. I love Sweet & Sour Chicken & egg drop soup. Need to eat there more often.
China is now sold. The owners are retiring but I heard they have it sold. And the new owners will have a buffet. Great! Easy to run in for a quick noon meal. Healthy & fresh made food. No leftovers for days in there. Safe food to eat.
All 3 kids in all day. I think they got along ok Pretty sure Nico & Cinder were sleeping under my bed. Kisse had control of the top of the bed. She was enjoying the blanket by the window.
Photos are some I took, some I did not but I like them. I have started adding a winter photo everyday because I like them.
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