I am just sad today. I knew that I would never be part of my granddaughter's family forever, but I miss them. And I miss her. But they have real family & no time for me. She got nice weather for her wedding. I will survive. Wish her happiness & just to have one wedding not a string of them.
Sort of a cool night last night but far too warm today. I saw 82F here today. Had a light breeze too. Sat out several times with Nico. Cinder was asleep. She is out now & turned down an invitation to come in.
There is a crack in the cement of my carport. I have antlions that live there. They fascinate me. They burrow backwards into the ground to make a funnel type trap in the dirt. They lay in wait there for for ants, etc. to fall into it. And then they are eaten. Found a few great vidoes. Glad they are tiny & harmless to pets & people!! I like to watch & see how many there are. The most I have seen is 5. I actually saw one funnel being built today. Very cool. They only live for 25 days. Obviously I need to get a life!!
Took a nice nap & felt exhausted tonight. So took another one. Probably wedding blues. My Swedish genes will help me survive.
The farm is sure lonesome here. Most of the cattle & calves have gone to pasture for the summer. How I miss them. Little ones are so fun to watch play. Hope there is enough grass to eat in our drought.
Our niece shared a video being on top of the hill in Willie's pasture. I remember being there but years ago. When his mind went he quit taking me anywhere for any reason. But I remember. Those days are over. I will never be there again. So glad I sold the farm to our nephew. He will make our name one to be proud of. Great guy!
I went to Salina for groceries at Dillons. They are the best. Worth the drive. Just hate carrying it all in!! Soo heavy!!
Tomorrow is May Day. As a kid I remember making little baskets of flowers & hanging on our neighbour's door. I do not every remember getting a May basket as a kid or adult. I maybe did but have no recollection of it. A cool thing to do.
Photos are some I took.
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