National Moon Day
A super quiet day. Nothing exciting & no communication other than with a grandson or two. They are so faithful. Love them so much.
There are storms to the west coming out of Colorado. Will they get here? Who knows. Just had a text that rain will start here soon. Not holding my breath. Were some bad storms today. One tornado. Heavy rain. Hail. I would like some heavy rains. Be nice. (Radar now shows the rain is no longer here. Of course.)
I finally got my hair shampooed. I have been using bar shampoo. I like it. Takes a bit to get it all sudsy but then is great. I have much less itching with it than with the bottled stuff. And no plastic to throw away. The conditioner makes my hair nice & soft.
I got brave a while ago. I never open up to most people & keep how I really feel to myself. Even if you think I am telling you how I feel, I can assure you there is tons you are clueless to. I just assume that most people only think of themselves & what they need & want. I do not matter. I am know when I have been taken advantage of. Especially with money. Two who borrowed do tell me they will pay me back. The third one took my money & I have never heard of it again. And what it was for never happened. I only look stupid.
That being said, I got brave & actually admitted how I feel to someone. It took so much for me to do that. I read something that has scared me & I know one thing I need but just never get. So I asked. I was scared. Well, I will not do that again. I was ignored. Completely. I will take care of me. And if I fall apart, so be it. I know who cares but I also know they have lives, families, friends, activities. Everything I no longer have. One friend almost scolds me telling me I can change everything on my own. Just with thinking this or that. I remember when I did lots of good things in my life for others. But what did I get?
Cinder stayed in all night. And laid on my arm/shoulder all night. Nico never caused any trouble & snuggled up close to me. Nice night. Maybe they sense Mom needs extra attention.
Photos today are ones I have played with. Have a new app & I love what it does. I am not the best yet but still having fun.
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