Good Friday

Today is Good Friday. There was a church service and a concert tonight. I did not go to either. I never attend church anymore. I am more spiritual than religious. The concert was one I used to be part of. No more. Hurt to much to try to be in it and just do not think I can stand all the preparing for it. Someday I hope to do it again.

Had my Swedish group again. Had a nice discussion about Easter in Sweden. Wish I was there.

Lunch at Jalisco's with my friend J. I enjoy our times together. And good food.

Last night was not a good one. And like a fool I wrote about it on FaceBook. I did get some support from friends but I think maybe one friend was not pleased with me. That friend is the one I would never want to upset. I just said nothing. Today I deleted what I had posted. Never again will I post anything personal. No one needs to hear me complain. Live and learn.

I am kind of in a quiet mood tonight. Nothing seems to interest me. Just kind of blah. Maybe I will feel more energetic, at least I hope. Working at the art show in town. My daughter will sit with me for an hour or so.

My joints are just much sorer. Not whining, just stating the facts. I am not sure if I am getting worse or it is the changing weather or just stress. I am seeing my acupuncturist next week. And sort of preparing in my mind of how to take care of myself if I am getting worse. Learning to depend on just me. Hope that does not happen for a long time, but I do think of it.

My favorite flower is now blooming. It is a wild flower called "Carolina Anemone". I have no idea how they started blooming in my driveway. They used to grow thicker and taller but with our weather not having much moisture, I am lucky to have any. They do not bloom very long. I take dozens of photos while I can.