Pictures today are all from Sweden. I did not take them. Top photos are Vanås, a castle that used to be in my family, and the Turning Torso in Malmö. Bottom two are the church in Järvsö, where some ancestors are from. I have been to all these places.
Slept better. That was nice. I picked up my brother and we got food at Jalisco Mexican Restaurant. Great food! Nice to see the manager. We ate at my brother's office. Then I went home to take a nap. So that was my big day out.
Not much to look forward to this week. I see others who have kids, spouse, parents at home to interact with. I like being around people if even just sitting in a restaurant and watching others, hearing them laugh and talk. But it is silent here. Seems like each day gets harder. And longer. Cannot meet anyone for lunch or coffee. You can only be with who you live with. For me that is no one.
I try not to feel sorry for myself but difficult. Guess I am just a selfish person. And I knew years ago the day would come when there would be a very small family group. Although I did think my kids would be here. Or at least my son. How wrong I was. On occasion I do get a phone call or two from friends. Once or twice a week, maybe. Too bad my fur kids cannot talk! I know they like me!! Or at least depend on me.
Kisse never begs for anything except in the evening. Wet food time! She is a good beggar! Nico begs all day for food!! What a pig! He is as bad as I am.
So how long must this go one? It is getting to me. It is not wonderful. It is hard. But I carry on. I am not as wonderful and nice as others but I carry on. I do not want to be a burden to others. I am trying not to be. Not yet. I try not to bother others for anything.
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