Yesterday was such a good day, but after going to bed my stupid mind got too busy. Very frustrating. I finally sat up and wrote for a couple of hours. I no longer have anyone to call and talk to. No therapist. And why would anyone care. Everyone has their own life and friends. Writing helped a lot. Still no sleep. And I found a day with little pain turned into a night of hurting everywhere. I have no pain meds. No one offers and I do not ask.
Got a nice nap this afternoon. Nico and I slept like babies. Needed it.
Forced myself to sit outside just for Nico. Wind helped but far too warm. Not 100F today. Cooler tomorrow and a slight chance of rain. Given up. Don’t care.
Photos today are from a road trip to Cheyenne Bottoms. Need more road trips. Hard with Nico. No Willie to watch him. Need to board him more often for my sanity. He could go with but we would have to eat in the car.
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