Today's Name Day: Sylvester
What a busy day I have had!!! Got up early to get ready for a doctor's appointment in Wichita. I ate lunch really early. And thought I would die of hunger by mid afternoon.
I met my new PA. She is very nice & caring. And her assistant called me Miss Julie. I liked that. And the real doctor came in to say hi. He is one of the most gorgeous men I have ever seen or met. When he checks my hands with his fingers, his hands are very soft. He is really kind. And caring. I should be so lucky to meet someone like him. Never happen. Not to me!
My one knee is the worst & hurts often. I asked if I could have a shot in my knee, She said of course & she uses a steroid, I assumed that would be it. And I am well aware it will make my blood sugar go sky high!!! Nothing I can do but wait it out. Think I feel better already tonight, Be back there in 6 months. I also had some lab work done also.
After I left the office I grabbed a Pepsi & ate a cookie I brought with me. Did not help my hunger.
I decided to try another way to leave Wichita, Much much better & I avoid lots of traffic. And the scenery is much better.
The interstate highway to Wichita is already treated for ice on each bridge, each over pass & under each over pass. They must believe our forecast. Possible winter storm on saturday & sunday. And super cold then & next week.
Jalisco's was open like normal. I had my usual burrito & asked for a second one. Ate half & brought the other half home.
Got home in time for CNN with Anderson Cooper & Andy Cohen. I enjoy their banter & humour.
KN is coming over tomorrow & I am going to have him remove my ice machine. Then I can start my new one. It is smaller & less heavy.
I'm fighting tears. The holidays about to do me in. Starting at Thanksgiving I have lost (in order)---- bestie of many years Peter; Willie; Mom; another bestie John; Nico; bestie José moved far away. Will never recover from his leaving. And take into consideration my kids have rejected me & threatened me more than once & I almost had to call the police. And my son has 2 kids I am forbid to have any interaction with them. Plus they vandalise Willie's grave.
There is no celebration in this area for NYE. I just go with NYC. When they are in the new year then so am I, And I can go to bed.
I am drinking a rum & Coke. Quite good. Raspberry rum. Yummy. Cinder sitting next to me. Got a kitty kiss. Kisse rarely does that but sometimes.
I will try not to cry until I an in bed.
NYE photos tonight & probably tomorrow.
Miss him so much.
Always miss my Oso. Daily. (José's nickname)
Ha. I have no chance. Cannot imagine anyone who would love me or want me in his life.
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