Home alone most of the day. I went to town briefly to pick up groceries. I even got all I ordered!! Great!!
Weather is pleasant. Stayed in the 40s all night and in the 50s today. Big change for tomorrow. Wish we would just have winter and leave it there. Every time it gets warm the flies wake up. Ick. I was watching one of my soaps and suddenly the tv went blank. Kisse stepped on the power strip. Such a good kitty.
I gathered trash up and carried out. Now I hurt. Love life. I have a few things more but they can wait until tomorrow. I stop when I hurt. And I have a system that when I go to town I can bring a few things in my car. I can toss them without getting out in the weather.
It is hard that no one really knows how I feel. And maybe no one really cares. There are some that do but they are not friends. They have RA. I follow some RA groups and read up on it. They asked how one survives the loneliness of having RA. I don't. I have been mostly alone since my husband died and since Covid. No way to adjust. I am alone and that is that. Others lives go on with their friends and family. Reading helps info helps. My cousin has many of the same things I have and we can talk about how we feel. She understands. Most do not understand it is more than just pain. I have extremely dry eyes, dry skin, dry mouth, bad fatigue. One friend tells me to just not nap and I would be better. Not that easy. I also have a secondary Sjogrens syndrome that causes all the same things. Sort of a double whammy.
The weather is on. We have no chance at all of any kind of snow. Nada. Western KS has up to 6" forecast. Wow!! They are very very dry also. Glad I do not have wheat this year. I am worried. Maybe it is not so bad. I am generally clueless about most things.
Covid is much worse here. We now have 11 clusters in the country and more clusters in near counties. Yet when I am in town I see few masks. Clusters in school and sports, college, private businesses, etc. People just do not learn. Maybe the do not have the ability to learn.
Photos are some taken in the last year or so on my farm and in Assaria KS. Cannot get real snow but I have photos I can look at.
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