One of the ladies there early was waiting for friends. We had a long talk. We talked about people who we just cannot understand. And she has come up with a new idea. And it clicked with me. I have always felt that I am being punished for something I have done, but clueless as to what Started as a child.. We had noticed people are abused as kids grow up to abuse their kids. Why? Well, that is what they know & they get some comfort from it. I did lots of thinking & writing when things were quiet. Maybe I was abused or whatever so that is how I treat myself or believe things about myself. I am going to work on this. Maybe I will actually think better of myself. Maybe I never did anything wrong. It could be others who are suffering & I just assume I am bad. I am feeling better & hopeful.. Good to have an epiphany.
Tonight MH gave a talk on his art. He did it last saturday too. But because of the weather they repeated it. He told me & JR to leave early to go eat & he would stay. And there were others arriving soon to get things ready for his talk.
JR & I went to the Crown & Rye. I had the salmon & chips. The salmon had a mustard sauce on it. It was to die for!!!
The talk was so fun. And where I live it is great to be around people who think & feel as I do. Sometimes one must be very careful what you say or get told off Not a fun moment. Have that happen a couple of times. If one is not part of someone's conversation, stay our of it. We, as they are, entitled to our own opinion.
Too cold today & night. Warmer tomorrow. I will let Cinder out tomorrow afternoon. But now there is ice forecast tomorrow night & my farm it on the edge. Great. Stay chilly & keep the snow on the ground. But this below zero stuff has got to go.
I ordered some extra tops/sweaters for more layering. It is cold both places where I work. Thank god for furry boots!!
Grandson MM is back home but in Wichita seeing his sons. They are tons more important than I am so I am ok with that. He sent photos. Maybe his next weekend home I could do some R&R in ICT. A break would be nice.
Photos are from today. The man with the gray hair is the artist friend. I was so frozen I had hot tea for supper. Very good. The salmon was excellent. Must go there more often to get it.
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