National Gratitude Month
Name Day is Cecilia
Had an ok day. Woke up stressing over Nico. No real reason. I was all shaky. Cancelled my hair appointment. Tried to take a nap but could not relax. Plus I always struggle during the holidays. I miss what I no longer have. And I get so tired of all the joy & happiness elsewhere. I try to ignore. Hard to do when it is thrown in your face constantly.
It got really cold last night. I saw 27 & about froze taking Nico outside. Dang. I need a coat by my door.
My hair is a mess. I did use a curling iron on it & that helped a little. I should have kept my appointment. Nico was ok all afternoon. Just my emotions.
Nico is slowing down a bit. It is hard for me to watch ---- knowing what is coming. Where is Willie when I need him? Or Mom? Alone sucks. And being invisible is worse. Plus I am trying to do something very nice, but maybe it is a mistake. When people do not like me I feel like I should just hide. Getting little support even from family.
JR & I had supper at Jalisco's. It was really quiet but when we left it had picked up. For dessert we went to Indigo Moo'd. They were supposed to have Kringler ice cream. But, of course, they had run out earlier in the day. Of course. We both had Peppermint ice cream. OMG!!! It is too good for words. Much much better than store bought. It was Willie's favorite ice cream.
Since I no longer drive on the country roads I am so much calmer. Why did I wait so long? The car has looked like crap covered in mud. Went through the car wash today. I was third in line. Worth the wait!
Most of the photos are mine that I took in Lindsborg.
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