National Whipped Cream Day
Today's Name Day is Hannah, Hannele
It was an ok day for me. I slept extra late. Trying to kill time. Thursday night Cinder laid on me most of the night. Last night she would not come in at bedtime. At Nico's normal going out the first time, then Cinder came in but got no where near me. Not once until 9am. Odd. Kisse was more normal. Wonder if they are both missing what was normal.
We got around 2 inches of snow. I went out this afternoon to take some photos. None were to fun. Then I stepped in some fresh mud. Dang what a mess. I finally got most of it off. After it dried it was ok.
Today is my birthday. I wanted to ignore it. The one who I am very closest to has ignored all I have been through all week. He finally called last night & it made me cry. And I never hid it.
I never had any birthday parties. Maybe if I had had a grandmother they would have given me a party or two. They both were dead by the time I was 3 years old. And all my Christmas gifts said "and Happy Birthday, too". So nice. 😡 I always missed out. Same after I was married. No one remembered. No gifts. No adult meal out. Only things for my kids who had their birthdays.
I was tired after supper & took a nap. I feel better.
Cinder is sitting near me. Not sure where Kisse is. I sure feel extra lonely.
Grandson & fiance might be coming this way now that the holiday is over. I am busy & the weather is not good. And getting worse. But they have more important family than me. He has his mother's & father's family & his aunt & uncle's families.
Working tomorrow but only for a couple hours. The artist there I have not seen recently. Great to see her but we probably not have much time to chat. Too much going on.
Really not much to say. Tomorrow & sunday will be better. And better photos. I hope so.
Photos are some I took this afternoon. I was playing with a new camera. May delete it.
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