Today was a good day, but yesterday was not a good day. Just plain worn out from stress & seeing my eye doctor. I brought supper home but it made me sick. I did not work. on wednesday..
My eye doctor was scared I had a very bad eye illness. But luckily I do not. My symptoms are very blurry vision when trying to read, mostly at night. And at night in bed when I turn all the lights off I have areas of where I can on see black odd shapes. It can block out my doorway to the hall. Or areas on the wall, ceiling, windows, etc. And my doctor knows what causes all my symptoms. It is stress. And how do I avoid stress? I cannot avoid it or fix it. It is in my life at all times. I am unable to avoid or change it. So instead of work, I rested. It is not job causing it. Love my jobs.
Did make it out to eat. And I was quite surprised that one of the waitstaff surprised me with a nice hug & some nice words. Maybe he sensed I was feeling bad about life. He had no idea I needed his nice gestures. It is rare if anyone asks how I am. Or checks on me. Even if I have been sick I still get ignored.
I knew that a large box of cat food, etc waiting for me at home. Plus a second smaller box. But I have no support group that helps me when I might desperately need help. And no one ever botherers to offer any help. I managed but it made my pain much worse. I sat & cried for a while. Such is my life. I know who would help if they were not at work & I know who would never help me for any reason. I beg no one.
Today was lunch with my usual thursday group. We met at the Crown & Rye. I had Swedish meat balls on mashed potatoes. Excellent.
After lunch I had groceries to pick up. Two bags that were not too heavy. Cinder & I are set for a week or so. Nice to get what I really want. Helps to use their app & check on what I want compared to what they offer.
Hot today. Saw 95F. By sunday or monday out weather will feel like 105F. I hate summer.
Tomorrow is a work day. No lunch planned. Maybe will next week.
TV showed the awful rains & flooding in Texas. I have a friend who lives near that area. I hope she stays safe. Scary.
Cross on my house.
Took these photos
How I wish!!!!
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