Better and then worse

Had my Swedish group this morning. We had a speaker that talked about the prisoner of war camp near here in WWII. I am always interested in that. Both my mom and grandmother worked at the camp. Many of the prisoners were officers from Germany. They worked on local farms to give them something to do and to help others. They also had some S.S. officers. They were not allowed to leave and work anywhere. They had "bad attitudes".

Had lunch with a friend at Jalisco's. Good food and company. Afterwards a quick trip to Salina to get paper plates and stuff for a dinner next week.

I found out today that I was played a fool yesterday. And I fell for it all. Not very bright. Then tonight it was pointed out to me what a bad mom I am to  Nico. A banner day. Always good to  treated with kindness and caring. I guess I will not be mad being shown what an idiot I am. It was pretty easy. I am told it often enough here so no surprise.

Nico is just driving me crazy. He is into everything. How many times must I say no before he gets a clue? Last night was not a good night and neither is tonight. Nothing is helping. And no one is helping. Used a lot of essential oils but they do not help. Damn. And now Nico is in time out. I will never get calm.