Worked again at the SVAFC gallery. I love being there but today was special. Not one guest came in. Nada. The longest 4 hours I have spent in a long time! But I did 4 spanish lessons & passed to the next level & did one of those lessons. Did pass the time. I did write some about things. Good to be able to express myself with out anyone hearing me. No one really wants to hear how I feel or anything. I have a file on my Remarkable 2 where I can bitch or cry or whatever. And I leave any person out of the equation.
Yesterday I did a little drawing but not today.
Normal Kansas weather today. I saw 106F in the car & I am sure someone or two will argue with me. Will say no more.
When I got home my nephew was here, KN. He walked to the car & we had a great talk. Just nice to see someone & talk. He is coming back this week to cut down some tall weeds. I am making some homemade weed killer. I meant to do this earlier. But it all depends on how I feel.
I cannot explain how miserable it is to always feel bad. And I won't try. Hate to bore anyone.
Got too much on my mind. Tired of thinking & tired of knowing I have done something wrong & hurt someone. I am just the best person. 😞 And sorry does not cut it. Hurt myself.
I saw a quail fly up into a tree the other day. That was cool. I miss seeing them.
There was a dead fox on the blacktop. How sad. Such a pretty animal.
Photos are still in Colorado. I cannot remember the river we followed. People still come out & pan for gold. One is a very successful business man. Out every weekend. Oh, I wish I was there.
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