Wandering, 22 September 2021

    Not a bad day.  Got down to 43F last night.  Awesome.  I added an extra blanket and wore socks.  Perfect.  Same for tonight.  Then a warming will start before another cold front.  No rain forecast.  That is not good.

    I worked at the Old Mill today.  Had a treat of some flavored popcorn.  It was very good!  Found a photo of some of my husband's family.  It was a wedding photo.  Another photo was my a relative and a local business man.

    More computer problems.  Could not print and kept getting the same errors.  I got fed up and just deleted the files in question. Then got a third error and did the same.  So now it appears I can print but my printer is not printing.  Next will delete it and start again.  Dang.  This should not happen.  I had it written down what happens and I wonder if they even tried after adding a new file..

    Feeling sort of ok.  Trying to remember what I do that upsets others and feeling stressed.  And I am worried about money.  Something has to give.  Maybe just quit eating out.  I do not know.  I cannot treat everyone.  Plus after work I started feeling very alone as usual.  Fought tears on the way home and back to Jalisco's.

    Nico is driving me crazy.  He has dog food out but all he wants is treats or people food.  I know, I know.  It is all my fault.  Gotta stop it.  Now he found a magazine and ripped it up.  Too much stress.

    Most photos today were taken today.  It is National Ice Cream Day and the first day of autumn.

                

   

Wandering, 21 September 2021

     I am feeling better.  Partly the weather is awesome for a couple of days.  Partly I did a Moon Intention last night and again just now.  Hope my angels are listening.  Feel like I have been punished my entire life but no idea what for.  Something in a past life?

    Sat outside with Nico and it was a tad chilly in the shade.  Willie always told me when you see the grasshoppers turning brown they are dying. Yay.  Saw several brownish ones.  Had a monarch float through,

    This week is my little granddaughter's birthday,  I was going to share a photo of her but just too upsetting.  Of course that is what they want.  And I am sure my daughter is a better grandmother than I ever was.  Any family photos with grandkids, etc. upset me.  I tend to ignore them.

    Sort of backing away a bit from FB.  I tend to like things I see but many "friends" I comment on or like never return the favor to me.  I am stopping.  There needs to be give and take and too many times there is not.

    Another day at home alone.  I made a quick run for groceries so we have food again.

    Got my laptop back yesterday. Took me an hour to update all my passwords.  And I only had to reboot my iphone once and my laptop 2 or 3 times to get everything to connect and work.  See what tonight brings.

    A mix of photos follow.  Mostly Swedish themed.  I sure miss the days when I had friends to meet at the Peacock for fika.  Think that ship has sailed now.

                                    

Wandering Through Life, 20 September 2021

    I did not blog last nite and this will be short.  The last seveal days have been really bad for me,  The worst,  I will try to blog but depends on how I feel.  And if I get my life together.  But I learned a lot,  Not what I wanted but....

    This week is my little granddaughter's birthday,  I will not try to contact her.  The last time my message was totally ignored and I got no answer.  And after the letter my "son" sent me is scary so best to stay away.  Is not helping my mood.

    I was on call to help a friend but he never called.  Must have had a change in plans.

    Got my laptop back. Took me an hour to update all my passwords.  Glad I have a list that is not public.

    A mix of photos follow.

                            

Wandering Through Life, 18 September 2021

    Home alone again.  By my choice today.   Too depressed to do anything.  Gotta feel better.  Nice weather.  Under 90F.  Cold front on Monday. 

    My three sparrows are all back.  The Mr. one disappeared during the night a couple of nights ago.  Never had that happen before.  They usually show up and leave around 7am and 7pm.  He has been absent for 2 nights.  But he is back tonight.

    There was soccer tonight but I skipped it.  Totally not like me.  Hope they do well.  Usually the girls are better but so far this year the men are better.  Maybe next week.

    The only photos that are mine are the collages.  I love anything autumn.

            

        

Wandering Through Life, 17 September 2021

    Not much to say today.  I stayed home with a headache.  And my RA pain is worse.  Plus my eczema seems to be spreading.  I am just a bundle of joy.  Best I stayed here away from others.  

    Nice weather.  Rain in my area but not a drop here as usual.

    Autumn photos. None are mine except the collage.  I get photos from a couple of apps that have photos for people to use.

                    

Wandering Through Life, 16 September 2021

    Just a quiet day.  A bit warm but not bad.  Feeling more like autumn.  Two cold fronts coming with chances of rain and much cooler weather.  I even heard snow east of Denver.  I am packing for a road trip!!! How I wish! The Maine Cabin Masters episode I have on now it is snowing with more to come.  Wish I was there too.  Actually anytime of the year would be awesome.

    I had plans for today but due to things beyond my control the day was cancelled.  No big deal.  Another day.

    Nico has not coughed or wheezed or whatever he does.

    Downloaded a new app and played with it.  Might be a good one to keep.  Lots of options.  Looking for one that makes me look 20 again!!

    I am unable to download photos my usual way.  No idea why.  These are super old photos.  Sheesh.

                

                

Wandering Through Life, 15 September 2021

    I worked today.  When I got there everyone was sitting out on the veranda.  I joined them.  A really nice moment.  I miss the days when I had friends to gather with for coffee and conversation.  I think those days are gone for good.

    Work was good.  Love the old photos. 

    Not much to say.  Just tired and sad.  Had nice weather.

    A mix of photos today.